Hope all is well. Hope she passed without much pain. And I hope you run into what I did when my grandfather passed. At the wake my family was wonderful. One of us would break down and someone would take it with them/from them. Then later that person that got that wonderful support passed it on as another cousin broke down. It went aorund like that a few times but we were all there for each other and it was good.
my grandmother passed away earlier this year... it was tough, but we would rather have her with grandpa than suffering here ya know? She was a great lady and will always be with me in my memories... hope the same rings true for you.
C_K