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I'm so exhausted. I've been healthy for maybe a week since shortly before Christmas. If it's not one thing, it's another. I feel stressed out, which i'm sure is a direct contributer. I don't have a lot going on with my life right now, and I think that's why I've been fretting so much. I feel so useless. I'm not doing anything productive and I'm not advancing in anything. I have no idea what I want to do with my life and nothing interests me. I thought I was going to school this fall, but I got a letter from them recently saying that although I meet the qualifications for enrollment, all the spots have been filled. AND I have to reapply, pay the application fees, etc. Why the hell do I need to reapply again? I knew I wasn't going to get into the course last year when I applied, that's what waiting lists are for. Doesn't reapplying defeat the whole purpose of a waiting list? I already qualified. God... what a money-grabbing system. I think I'm going to call them and complain.

I need to move on.

Also, after 7 years of dental work and waiting, I'm finally getting my last procedure done in April. What a relief.