I had an emotional breakdown last night...i was up crying until 8 am...then i had to wake up for 1 to go to work....i cried the whole way too work....then when i went on break i cried for that half hour....and i cried to my manager because i was very disappointed that i couldnt do what i said i was going to do for a lovely girl....
speaking of that......you know who you are i am extremely sorry that i promised you something and wasnt able to keep that promise i feel terrible....like i let you down or disappointed you.....(im not trying to sound weird its just coming out that way).....and i hope you forgive me...
i think the emotional breakdown is because im pmsing....but like i was just having flashbacks of past events and it made me extremely sad....
im feeling a little better, i try not to think of those things so i wont cry....but then i cry cuz im trying to forget those things....so either way i lose
in other news tomorrows my day off.....im probably just going to stay in bed all day......
i thought my aunt hated me i was def. mistaken.....im so happy i have supportive and wonderful family ....
sunday im going to our lake house cuz we are having a surprise birthday party for my uncle karl....hes going to be turning 60!!!!! wow.....lol jk. ...
my birthday is in 20 days....every year i have a countdown....last year my birthday sucked dick....it was the worst birthday ever......this year will be much different..i hope....
well this is really long ill see ya all later!!
speaking of that......you know who you are i am extremely sorry that i promised you something and wasnt able to keep that promise i feel terrible....like i let you down or disappointed you.....(im not trying to sound weird its just coming out that way).....and i hope you forgive me...
i think the emotional breakdown is because im pmsing....but like i was just having flashbacks of past events and it made me extremely sad....
im feeling a little better, i try not to think of those things so i wont cry....but then i cry cuz im trying to forget those things....so either way i lose
in other news tomorrows my day off.....im probably just going to stay in bed all day......
i thought my aunt hated me i was def. mistaken.....im so happy i have supportive and wonderful family ....
sunday im going to our lake house cuz we are having a surprise birthday party for my uncle karl....hes going to be turning 60!!!!! wow.....lol jk. ...
my birthday is in 20 days....every year i have a countdown....last year my birthday sucked dick....it was the worst birthday ever......this year will be much different..i hope....
well this is really long ill see ya all later!!