Uber crappy day already.
I really hope it picks up - but with a nap and going to see Big John Bates tonite, it better!
Ugh. 8 am art class.
Not only did I spill both my orange juice and tea, we did perspective today. I hate perspective.
I'd rather just draw expressionistically all day.
I worked on portfolio stuff all weekend... And now I feel like that time was lost - having pieces critiqued today made me realize there's so much more work to be done. The mask I was so proud of needs re-working, as well as several perspective drawings are now in order. It's so frustrating; I feel like I keep pouring myself into this stuff and getting very results. (Although I do like some of the stuff I've done... This weekend I did a self-portrait and a picture of a guy-friend in one of my nighties, as I got photos back from the lab).
So now I'm hiding out in the library (that's right, still computer troubles). Soon I will flee to chainsmoke and sketch. And find where I can get bloody prescriptions filled.
Gah!
Wow, this ranting acutally works. Now I still want a hug, but I'm feeling better.
PS. This weekend I actually watched all three original Star Wars - for the first time. I know, I know... I've missed out on a cultural phenomenon. I'd seen bits and pieces of them, but never all the way thru. I loved em. And the gold bikini was great.
I hadn't realized what a fox Harrison Ford was, either. Huh.
I really hope it picks up - but with a nap and going to see Big John Bates tonite, it better!
Ugh. 8 am art class.
Not only did I spill both my orange juice and tea, we did perspective today. I hate perspective.
I'd rather just draw expressionistically all day.
I worked on portfolio stuff all weekend... And now I feel like that time was lost - having pieces critiqued today made me realize there's so much more work to be done. The mask I was so proud of needs re-working, as well as several perspective drawings are now in order. It's so frustrating; I feel like I keep pouring myself into this stuff and getting very results. (Although I do like some of the stuff I've done... This weekend I did a self-portrait and a picture of a guy-friend in one of my nighties, as I got photos back from the lab).
So now I'm hiding out in the library (that's right, still computer troubles). Soon I will flee to chainsmoke and sketch. And find where I can get bloody prescriptions filled.
Gah!
Wow, this ranting acutally works. Now I still want a hug, but I'm feeling better.
PS. This weekend I actually watched all three original Star Wars - for the first time. I know, I know... I've missed out on a cultural phenomenon. I'd seen bits and pieces of them, but never all the way thru. I loved em. And the gold bikini was great.
I hadn't realized what a fox Harrison Ford was, either. Huh.
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Yep ranting helps. And friends are there to listen( If not just accost complete strangers).
Don't beat yourself up. I'm sure what you've done is awesome. The teacher probably knows you've got it in you to do better.