Hello Love bugs!!
I'm sorry it has been so long! I just got back from vacation and I have lots to share with you!
Ok so lets start with Vacation. LA was amazing! So amazing in fact that I am doing everything in my power to move out there ASAP. Which brings me to a question. If anyone can help me find a job in LA I would be forever grateful!! I will take anything that can help me pay rent and survive.
Anyway back to vacation. I spent an amazing 10 days roaming LA and getting into all sorts of trouble. I went shopping on Rodeo drive, played on the beach, and hung out with Jack and Sally at the Haunted Mansion. The best part of the trip was all the delicious FOOD!! One of my favorite meals was this awesome Japanese grill where we had a little fire pit and we were able to cook our own meat. The best part of the dinner was the company! I got to meet some amazing SG ladies! It was one of the best parts of the trip.
I must admit the hardest part of the trip was coming home. I almost didn't get on the plane.
So, lately, the depression has been better. I don't know if its the vacation but for the first time in a long time I feel pretty good. I must admit I am terrified of a relapse. I want to stay on top of this. In order to do that I started admitting some truths to myself. The first was easy, I admitted that I do not want to got to grad school for social work. I realize now that it does not make me happy like it use to. I have given it a lot of thought and I am seriously considering withdrawing from the program. Its selfish to suffer through a $32,000 program that I will hate when there is another out there who would appreciate it more. Please feel free to share your opinion and feelings on my choice. I want to hear what you have to say.
Now before you call me crazy for passing up the opportunity I have a plan. I DO want to continue my education. Only, In a completely different direction. I want to go back to school and focus my attention on Mortuary Science. I have always been intrigued by the profession and I want to give it an honest shot. Luckily, I have family in the business and will be able to see what the job is really like!
Well loves that is it for me right now. Please PM me if you have any leads on any jobs in the Westwood/Hollywood/Beverly Hills area! I already have a place to live I just need a way to pay the rent! Thank you loves!!
XOXOOX
QM
