thru a hospital window.
when the grand piano plays, when the retarded sprout green horns from their foreheads, when the Asian nurse puts my head against her stomach to help stop the crying, when i wear a rainbow of bruises up & down the side of my body, when the crystal angel slides me love notes in the kitchen, when they bring in the real angel, chained and whispering w/highway trails of eyeliner racing out from underneath her eyes, when the blond quiet poet actually escapes bound for Florida by train that they shall never catch, when the girl w/disease & name like the Mexican drink explodes maniacal in the evening playroom, when i stick spoons down into my stomach & lose the weight of a small child in a week, when the pseudo-gangster has his fingers broken in a fit of poolroom jealousy, when the pervert male nurse molests the two screaming girls & walks away w/a grin, when the freckled boy runs nude & wet thru the room flinging rags of shit at the guards, when i masterbate in the darkness thinking about the red-headed nurse outside my door, when the giant writes love notes to marijuana, when one last cigarette before the evening shatters until Tuesday....oh yes.
one second before i pause.
as someone else.
when the grand piano plays, when the retarded sprout green horns from their foreheads, when the Asian nurse puts my head against her stomach to help stop the crying, when i wear a rainbow of bruises up & down the side of my body, when the crystal angel slides me love notes in the kitchen, when they bring in the real angel, chained and whispering w/highway trails of eyeliner racing out from underneath her eyes, when the blond quiet poet actually escapes bound for Florida by train that they shall never catch, when the girl w/disease & name like the Mexican drink explodes maniacal in the evening playroom, when i stick spoons down into my stomach & lose the weight of a small child in a week, when the pseudo-gangster has his fingers broken in a fit of poolroom jealousy, when the pervert male nurse molests the two screaming girls & walks away w/a grin, when the freckled boy runs nude & wet thru the room flinging rags of shit at the guards, when i masterbate in the darkness thinking about the red-headed nurse outside my door, when the giant writes love notes to marijuana, when one last cigarette before the evening shatters until Tuesday....oh yes.
one second before i pause.
as someone else.
VIEW 17 of 17 COMMENTS
cretinfamily:
you showed up in my dream last night. 
eyesofatragedy:
*hugs you*