quartz

Somehow, I think theres something wrong with me.... speaking from the point of view from society. My role models are Nixon, Reagan, Manko........ women who said screw you, I'm going to do what I want..... and I'm so sick of being a disappointment that I'm afraid to chase what I really want. Because I'm not sure I know @ 19. Why is it that we have to decide what we want to do with our lives at such a young age. It's a stifling thought really....... to lock yourself into something when you're barely old enough to drink. Yes I know, nothing is set in stone, but the older you get, the harder it is to change....... and that scares me. I want to be able to change. I want to be fluid like water.

*bang*