"So, did you kill anybody?"
That's the first question I get after they find out who I was (Marine) and where I went (Afghanistan).
And what I wan't to tell them is that they don't have a fucking clue.
When someones life ends because of you, it doesn't matter how you try to justify it, how the would have killed you if they could, how they would have killed your friends, all you feel is sadness and guilt.
It's not like a fucking Ah-nuhld movie. When you shoot someone it ENDS them, and all they wanted was to serve their country, like you.
that's what I want to tell them.What it's like.But I don't.
I tell them I don't want to talk about it.
That's the first question I get after they find out who I was (Marine) and where I went (Afghanistan).
And what I wan't to tell them is that they don't have a fucking clue.
When someones life ends because of you, it doesn't matter how you try to justify it, how the would have killed you if they could, how they would have killed your friends, all you feel is sadness and guilt.
It's not like a fucking Ah-nuhld movie. When you shoot someone it ENDS them, and all they wanted was to serve their country, like you.
that's what I want to tell them.What it's like.But I don't.
I tell them I don't want to talk about it.
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Kat
you added me, or whatever you call it in the last week or so. hey there.
another band you might be into, also before you were born is ebba grn. it's in swedish, but it's the ramonesy kind of punk i like.