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so, my weekend was a mixture of being a blast and also a emotional tradgedy! i spent it w/ the love of my life...who happens to be my ex-fiance...talk about hard...being there was ok, weird almost, as if nothing ever changed, leaving on the other hand was the hard part...not knowing when ill be able to see him again, or when ill get to feel the way he made me feel...i guess the only thing to do now is get back to my old life, the life i escaped from for 4 days...the life w/o him...