2018 has given me so much pain and so much joy I will say no names but, an SG Hopeful was once my everything, and one day she was the instrument of my destruction.
What started off as a beautiful movie of sex, love, passion, hair pulling, kissing, holding hands down the street, well you get the picture, turned into a very dangerous question "How much do you love me" do you love me enough that to be faithful/Free, do you love me enough to ride with me on a dream of success, do you love me enough to hold me when I fall, do you love me enough?"
Let me say this I am an easy boyfriend to have I don't need much I don't care about a lot all I ask for is Love the real kind. I don't care if you want to sleep with other people, I don't care if you want space, all I ask for is, don't fall in love with someone else, always send me Pictures/Videos, sex and never make me feel like a naive fool by ourselves or in front of others. you can go on girls nights, girl vacations you can even just get away from me and feel single just Love me and return to me that's it.
I know that kind of life is not for everyone but I thought that This one was THE ONE I had life ready to be hers forever but on November 3rd, 2017 she answered all the questions I asked and the answer after 2 years of what I believed to be bliss she claimed it to be Hell but never told me at all, I found out from City authorities after being released from a place with padded walls.
That story I will tell one day for my own reasons I can't right now and don't get me wrong I know it wasn't always flowers and rainbows.
When it was bad it was bad but when it was good it was Amazing
Now she's just another girl in my heart that erased me from the face of her universe because she's too much of a coward to tell me the truth.
If you have nothing to hide why hide?
With that being said I am happy with the way my life is moving forward Soo happy that I want to share something special with all of the SG family
Virtuez
and the ups and downs of the heart.
Through my very own written words, you will experience my deepest and strongest emotions Love, compassion, triumph and loneliness.
here is one of the songs from Virtuez I hope that you all like it and that maybe it helps you find some peace in the chaos of life.
Tell me in the comments what you think.