I'm in a really good place.
I'm myself again.
Who am I?
I am a strong, smart, funny, loving, nurturing, loyal, beautiful, optimistic, scared, wounded, forgiving, thoughtful, kind, honest, whole person.
Take me or leave me.
The song, "Near to You" by A Fine Frenzy played last night while I was with a man that is becoming more and more special to me everyday that I spend with him. Unfortunately it brought me to tears thinking of a man from my not so distant past.... I didn't explain why I had tears...I hesitate to tell anyone about the love I experienced with Him. They won't understand, if I still don't.
I'd been very cautious, almost fearful of the idea of letting anyone new in my life for a few years...why did I choose "Him"? Then again it often felt like it wasn't a choice...like it was beyond my control. I'm sure He felt the same way at times.
I've been hurt by men in ways that I never deserved.
I've been made to feel second best and believed that being lied to was acceptable.
I still love and adore men and I believe there are good men out there; men with integrity.
I'm looking forward to letting the future unfold as it will.
Not trying to make something out of nothing, while making sure I don't watch a good thing pass me by...you know?
"Near To You"
lyrics:
He and I had something beautiful
but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved Him so but I let Him go
'cause I knew He'd never love me back
such pain as this
shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
still a little bit delirious
near to you, I am healing
but it's taking so long
'cause though He's gone
and you are wonderful
it's hard to move on
yet, I'm better near to you.
you and I have something different
and I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scarred,
but I am working oh so hard
to get back to who I used to be
He's disappearing, fading steadily
well, I'm so close to being yours,
won't you stay with me, please
near to you, I am healing
but it's taking so long
'cause though He's gone
and you are wonderful
it's hard to move on
yet, I'm better near to you
I only know that
I am better where you are
I only know that
I am better where you are
I only know that I belong
where you are
near to you, I am healing
but it's taking so long
'cause though He's gone
and you are wonderful
it's hard to move on
yet, I'm better near to you
I'm myself again.
Who am I?
I am a strong, smart, funny, loving, nurturing, loyal, beautiful, optimistic, scared, wounded, forgiving, thoughtful, kind, honest, whole person.
Take me or leave me.
The song, "Near to You" by A Fine Frenzy played last night while I was with a man that is becoming more and more special to me everyday that I spend with him. Unfortunately it brought me to tears thinking of a man from my not so distant past.... I didn't explain why I had tears...I hesitate to tell anyone about the love I experienced with Him. They won't understand, if I still don't.
I'd been very cautious, almost fearful of the idea of letting anyone new in my life for a few years...why did I choose "Him"? Then again it often felt like it wasn't a choice...like it was beyond my control. I'm sure He felt the same way at times.
I've been hurt by men in ways that I never deserved.
I've been made to feel second best and believed that being lied to was acceptable.
I still love and adore men and I believe there are good men out there; men with integrity.
I'm looking forward to letting the future unfold as it will.
Not trying to make something out of nothing, while making sure I don't watch a good thing pass me by...you know?
"Near To You"
lyrics:
He and I had something beautiful
but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved Him so but I let Him go
'cause I knew He'd never love me back
such pain as this
shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
still a little bit delirious
near to you, I am healing
but it's taking so long
'cause though He's gone
and you are wonderful
it's hard to move on
yet, I'm better near to you.
you and I have something different
and I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scarred,
but I am working oh so hard
to get back to who I used to be
He's disappearing, fading steadily
well, I'm so close to being yours,
won't you stay with me, please
near to you, I am healing
but it's taking so long
'cause though He's gone
and you are wonderful
it's hard to move on
yet, I'm better near to you
I only know that
I am better where you are
I only know that
I am better where you are
I only know that I belong
where you are
near to you, I am healing
but it's taking so long
'cause though He's gone
and you are wonderful
it's hard to move on
yet, I'm better near to you
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I'm so confused!