Not well written, but I just posted this somewhere else and it made me feel really fucking good to vent it.
Fuck you Dad for being an insensitive jerk and blaming everything on me. I hate that you are so good to your wife's family and still so shitty to your own. I know that's why Mom put you in charge of my trust when she died... so I would still talk to you. Well, now I have no reason to. I'm kind of relieved. I'll be poor now that you're cutting me off, but I'll be a hell of a lot happier that I don't have to deal with the emotional abuse anymore. I tried to like you, to be close to you, to have a relationship with you. I wanted to be the one kid that didn't hate you, I wanted to prove the boys wrong. Fuck you. I was making you artwork for Fathers Day, of the two of us hiking when I was little. It was really cool, and I worked hard on it. You don't deserve my time or effort. I won't waste any more time calling you for your opinions, or just to chat. I give up. Everyone's been telling me to for a long time, and I defended you cuz you're my DAD. But, even though you are my dad, that doesn't make you a good guy. And I think it's unhealthy to keep you in my life at this point.
Fuck you ex-boyfriend. I don't know where to begin with you. You lead me on. You feigned a relationship with me. We were together for 2 years, and in that time you loved me. And for the past year, we kept hanging out, dating, talking on the phone, having sex. It was a good relationship apart from the fact that I couldn't say "I love you" anymore without fear of rejection. So, I comprimised my morals and happiness because I wanted to be with you and pretend that we could be happy together. That is until you told my best friend that you don't care if I move across the country and you've been dating other girls. I know it's my own fault, but I still say fuck you. And your backhanded compliment of "You have such a pretty face, you should respect your body more" made me want to kick you in the balls. Go fuck yourself, heart breaker. I should have given up on you a long time ago
Fuck you Dad for being an insensitive jerk and blaming everything on me. I hate that you are so good to your wife's family and still so shitty to your own. I know that's why Mom put you in charge of my trust when she died... so I would still talk to you. Well, now I have no reason to. I'm kind of relieved. I'll be poor now that you're cutting me off, but I'll be a hell of a lot happier that I don't have to deal with the emotional abuse anymore. I tried to like you, to be close to you, to have a relationship with you. I wanted to be the one kid that didn't hate you, I wanted to prove the boys wrong. Fuck you. I was making you artwork for Fathers Day, of the two of us hiking when I was little. It was really cool, and I worked hard on it. You don't deserve my time or effort. I won't waste any more time calling you for your opinions, or just to chat. I give up. Everyone's been telling me to for a long time, and I defended you cuz you're my DAD. But, even though you are my dad, that doesn't make you a good guy. And I think it's unhealthy to keep you in my life at this point.
Fuck you ex-boyfriend. I don't know where to begin with you. You lead me on. You feigned a relationship with me. We were together for 2 years, and in that time you loved me. And for the past year, we kept hanging out, dating, talking on the phone, having sex. It was a good relationship apart from the fact that I couldn't say "I love you" anymore without fear of rejection. So, I comprimised my morals and happiness because I wanted to be with you and pretend that we could be happy together. That is until you told my best friend that you don't care if I move across the country and you've been dating other girls. I know it's my own fault, but I still say fuck you. And your backhanded compliment of "You have such a pretty face, you should respect your body more" made me want to kick you in the balls. Go fuck yourself, heart breaker. I should have given up on you a long time ago
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Hehe hopefully there will be much more smiling going on within the next couple of months
You're a looker yourself; beautiful face AND a body to match (tell that asshole to fucking suck it
And I feel for you with the family situation (mine's reversed though: Dad's passed, and Mom tends to be a complete neurotic bitch). The only good thing about family is that even though you love them, you most certainly as hell don't have to like them AT ALL. Your Dad sounds like he's being a--excuse my french--prick. If he's not enriching your life in any way at this point in time, maybe it wouldn't be such a bad thing to cut him loose-- at least for a while. Time may change things, and maybe your Dad will realize he's not treating you the way you deserve to be treated: with respect and love. Maybe he won't.. who knows. You never know what's coming your way, but if he's causing you more grief than joy right now it may be worth it to remove yourself for a while.
I'll cut off ex's balls with a rusty fork if you want me to
Mine's a real piece of work. A former philandering, alcoholic, chain smoking gambler. That was fun when I was five, six years old.