pyrogray

So I volunteered to work two graduations as a reserve EMS member yesterday, and though it is no money it is still good experience. I have worked a couple of special events so far but had nothing to do at them. Well my partner and I had my first patient with a special event yesterday. And it was a little unsettling. In the ambulance, you...
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I have started getting call pretty regularly from the ambulance service I volunteer at to work for them. I like them calling me instead of the other way around. Unfortunately I still have a minimum of two months before I can get a job with them. So I am still on the job hunt which I have been unsuccessful at since February.

I am going...
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Happy Easter and Ostara.

I can not believe they are remaking Death at a Funeral with a black cast.

My mother had to have surgery on monday this week on her esophagus. She is going to be out of work for a minimum of three weeks from work and is on a soft food diet. I have had to start back going to the gym yesterday because I have been in a deep depression ever since I figured that I was not going to...
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Well surprise surprise. Tonight is the last night of my new job. It lasted all of two weeks just like the last time I worked on that line. Oh way on to better and brighter.

So I am starting my new job tonight, working third shift in a plant. It is not what I wanted, but it is a pay check until I can find something else. Not excited about this job because I have worked it before for two weeks and hated it than.

It also makes it rough on my mother and sister because I have been keeping...
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So I started my EMT classes this week. I have been really excited about it for a while now. When the day finally came, some strong negative energy rolled in and rained on my parade. Three hours before class began, I got a phone call telling me that my assignment had ended at my job.

So what to do. Currently I am in a little...
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So I went to a family christmas dinner tonight, my fathers side. I do not care for that side of my family but my sister begged me to go with her, and I can not say no to her. She said she enjoyed seeing all of them. It has been six years still we last seen them. I could not really care less though. As...
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So I am sitting here thinking what the fuck is wrong with me. I do not know why I do not connect with people. I do not really have any friends that I can hang out with. When I think about trying to make some friends, I do not know how to approach them. The people that I am closest to I push away. Shit...
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