Every person is a unique series of paradoxes. I offer myself by way of example: I am dexterous and clumsy, agile yet sluggish. I am a free thinker with strong opinions, a communicator that doesn't own a cell phone. I consider myself considerate but at times take strides not to be nice. I constantly say what I need to but seldom say what I want; I speak with purpose but never shut up. I am an efficient leader but poor decision maker. I fart in public but not only put the toilet seat down but the lid as well. I offer support to others but only scorn to myself. I like my movies morose, my music passionate, my food slow cooked so I can eat it as fast as possible. I am an extroverted introvert, a social loner, a quick study and a slow learner. I make impressions without being impressive, I know a lot about life except how to live. I can speak without emotion but rarely listen without becoming involved. I want to be known but not recognized, counted upon but not expected of. I always have trouble starting but never want to finish so I think I'll stop, before I have to stop myself and put up this public post that I know ahead of time no one will read, though that won't keep me from checking.
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