So I figure I'll post one of my poems for shits & giggles... I call it Free... if u think it sucks, fuck you... lol
I can't speak the contempt & disappointment I harness for you, for even in my own eyes this sort of rage is unacceptable. I find that rather than hanging on every word as foolishly I once did, I now laugh at your lies for the mere level of ridiculoisity if naught else.
I'm sure you would not care, for you care for none other than thine own self, & I find the lack of concern for others & the absence of regret for what you have done to so many, despicable, & saddening to my heart.
I felt sorry for you once upon a time, but have found that my pity canst not befall you, yet instead this is what I feel for those you prey upon, for you call people victims, yet you are victimizing them, they have my sympathy.
I have wished so many days that you would make amends to those you've harmed, knowing at this intellectual stage in my life that no such thing could be done by you, as to the reasoning behind this, in my heart I don't want to admit that I allowed such treatment to be carried out upon me, or that I let my mentality be harmed, my want from you is for something that will never be... ADMITTANCE.
For many years I found myself alone & unknowingly self destructive, strangely, I didn't realize I had lost myself. How does one allow themself their own hell at such a young age, & take so long to climb out of the pit when it is over? I have hated & been angry for so long I allowed it to interfere with my person & those I love...I WILL NO LONGER DO THAT.
See, lately I have found the person that you destroyed, years later someone brought her back to life, they saw what you took away from a beautiful person in the making, & I will thank the heavens every night that I am under the same sky as he, for every breath apart from you, I'm becoming who I'm supposed to be, Free to be happy & love, by one who will also love me!
Copyright 2008 Tessa Allen
I can't speak the contempt & disappointment I harness for you, for even in my own eyes this sort of rage is unacceptable. I find that rather than hanging on every word as foolishly I once did, I now laugh at your lies for the mere level of ridiculoisity if naught else.
I'm sure you would not care, for you care for none other than thine own self, & I find the lack of concern for others & the absence of regret for what you have done to so many, despicable, & saddening to my heart.
I felt sorry for you once upon a time, but have found that my pity canst not befall you, yet instead this is what I feel for those you prey upon, for you call people victims, yet you are victimizing them, they have my sympathy.
I have wished so many days that you would make amends to those you've harmed, knowing at this intellectual stage in my life that no such thing could be done by you, as to the reasoning behind this, in my heart I don't want to admit that I allowed such treatment to be carried out upon me, or that I let my mentality be harmed, my want from you is for something that will never be... ADMITTANCE.
For many years I found myself alone & unknowingly self destructive, strangely, I didn't realize I had lost myself. How does one allow themself their own hell at such a young age, & take so long to climb out of the pit when it is over? I have hated & been angry for so long I allowed it to interfere with my person & those I love...I WILL NO LONGER DO THAT.
See, lately I have found the person that you destroyed, years later someone brought her back to life, they saw what you took away from a beautiful person in the making, & I will thank the heavens every night that I am under the same sky as he, for every breath apart from you, I'm becoming who I'm supposed to be, Free to be happy & love, by one who will also love me!
Copyright 2008 Tessa Allen