The note on the table falling into a couple of sections:
so it's been a couple days and not much has changed,
I'm heading south for a couple days here to see a couple friends from college- belated birthday celebrations more than anything I guess. Should be a good time, get some ok sushi - nothing on the PDX level, but hey, I'm happy when I can get sushi at all. Welcome to the hell that is Iowa.
I seem to be tending towards longer entries less frequently. Imagine that,
Work is as work is. My shitty cell phone retail job looks like the end is near, and though I've been saying that for a time now, the boss is starting to accelerate towards the red light that is me quitting and telling her in no uncertain terms what she can do with her dissatisfaction with my performance. Fucking hellspawn, that one.
The kid's home is in a strange place. We're looking to shift fully half of the kids out in the next month or so, which means a lot of new kids at once, and the potential for chaos and problems being much greater. That's bad. Also I've found out about something called camp that happens in the end of August. Yeah, I definintely don't want to be around for that.
It'll be nice to see a friendly face this weekend, if only for a day or two.
I've got Winamp running on random here, and it's really catering to my mood.. kind of freaky when it does that.
TooL always has better words than I do, so once again, I quote in block:
Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down. Trust me.
Enough for today, hope you all are having a good week, Give me something to look forward to.
so it's been a couple days and not much has changed,
I'm heading south for a couple days here to see a couple friends from college- belated birthday celebrations more than anything I guess. Should be a good time, get some ok sushi - nothing on the PDX level, but hey, I'm happy when I can get sushi at all. Welcome to the hell that is Iowa.
I seem to be tending towards longer entries less frequently. Imagine that,
Work is as work is. My shitty cell phone retail job looks like the end is near, and though I've been saying that for a time now, the boss is starting to accelerate towards the red light that is me quitting and telling her in no uncertain terms what she can do with her dissatisfaction with my performance. Fucking hellspawn, that one.
The kid's home is in a strange place. We're looking to shift fully half of the kids out in the next month or so, which means a lot of new kids at once, and the potential for chaos and problems being much greater. That's bad. Also I've found out about something called camp that happens in the end of August. Yeah, I definintely don't want to be around for that.
It'll be nice to see a friendly face this weekend, if only for a day or two.
I've got Winamp running on random here, and it's really catering to my mood.. kind of freaky when it does that.
TooL always has better words than I do, so once again, I quote in block:
Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down. Trust me.
Enough for today, hope you all are having a good week, Give me something to look forward to.
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why should i hide?
I tend to really only like fake, Americanized sushi, which can usually be bought in a Supermarket. I feel so vulgar now.