I think I am destined to grow old alone. As I look around at all my friends it seems as if almost everybody is happily together, and or getting married. I use to look at my single friends, and think they were a bunch of sad bastards, becuase I thought i would have no problem finding someone, turns out we are in the same boat. I'm getting older, and I don't even have anything close to a prospect. I don't know what it is, I mean I was never one for one night stands, or sleeping around or anything like that. I can't help but think, maybe that's my downfall. I haven't really had the encounters with the opposite sex, that someone getting married, or settling down should? Maybe I haven't test driven enough, sorry that is a bad analogy, but you get what i mean? Both of my younger step brothers are married, and having kids, my younger sister is married with a kid, and here I am with nothing. I have no one to blame but myself though I guess. I always seem to go for the wrong girls,...girls that I guess could be seen as fixer uppers, girls that I think need just a little help, and someone to look after them. They all end up being crazy though. I 'm just tired. Ok enough sad bastard ramblings, and I am sorry to anyone who actually read this. 
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monkeytail:
Let me tell you, you're not alone in this, trust me I would know. I have struck out more times in the game in love then I can count and I feel that I may be destine to be alone, but maybe someday I will find someone and that goes for you too my friend.
maddy:
it will be ok...just next time you meet a girl you like, just go for how you feel instead of analyzing everything. amanda was kewl but i guess she still had problems from the past.
