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This journal entry is for Oki who insisted i post an update

yeah things didn't seem to work out with that one girl, but hey, these things are to be expected, no big deal. There are always better things on the horrizon. I know it will sounds sudden, but take into consideration how long ago I updated this thing. Yes, there is a new girl, and she is cool as hell. We started out with her saying "This is not a date, just two friends hanging out" which was cool with me. I really enjoyed spending time with her, and was content with being friends. To be honest I didn't think I had a chance other wise, she is way out of my league. Well the more we hang out the more I didn't want to be just friends, but I didn't want to not hang out with her either so I kept my stupid mouth shut. Well last night it all came to a head. I could tell she had something on her mind, and I knew I had something on mine. After a bit of back and forth she said "the funny thing is, we are probably thinking the same thing, we're just to scared to say it."

I took that as my que, and just told her how I felt, that I really liked hanging out with her, but that I wanted to go past friendship, and maybe move on to something more. We sat there for what felt like forever until she smiled and said that's exactly what she had been thinking. What a relief, i felt like a huge weight had been lift. We are both very analytical, and turns out it had been driving her crazy thinking about it, as well as it had been me. So I am a happy camper.

A friend and I are working on an art show for mid january too which i very exciting. The people that he has picked for his show are all very different in style, and I am honored to be a part of it. I also just started my own Myspace page for my art work, so go check it out.