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Brandon, Florida

Member Since 2006

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Thursday Apr 20, 2006

Apr 20, 2006
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Well, we're separated. She's on her way back to Canada, and she doesnt' want me anymore.

That's fine. I can get over it.

I failed out of St. John's. My mom is coming to help me pack and take me home. I will have this roadblock to overcome educationally.

That's fine. I can get over it.

I'm still alone. My personality still sucks. I don't know how to keep a friend, and my family pities me.

That's what makes me suicidal.
penultimate:
it's okay to feel suicidal, just don't let the way you feel become a reality. i had a friend commit suicide more than a year ago. it was the worst thing that has ever happened to me and everyone i know who loved him. i'm still angry with him about it.

do me a favor. we've never really spoken, but that doesn't matter to me. if at any time you ever feel like making life a thing of the past, write to me instead. write whatever you want. post to me here, post to me on my livejournal if you want, email me, aim me, whatever. even if you just want to be a jackass and need someone to pick on.
Apr 21, 2006
penultimate:
thanks. wink

I am a "non-white" girl, that's for sure, but i'm easy to be friends with. I'm glad you messaged me back. So how are things on your end? and how do you grow up with that sort of bias in New Mexico? I've never been there but So Cal and Texas are swimming with Mexicans. I always assumed New Mexico would be too.
Apr 27, 2006

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