putrefy

Motherfucking stressed out trying to figure out how this move will work if in fact I find a decent place in London that is'nt some slummy scumfuck apartment building.Going up this weekend to check shit out.If i don't find a place this month I'll be forced to spend my dough on first and last for a place around here for the time being as it's now coming down to the fucking wire to move out of my current place.That would suck...I want out of here...this festering shithole of nothingness with people from high school still swarming around like flies encircling this fat piece of shit called Niagara Falls. No future here. No opportunities. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. My only escape is taking a risk and moving outta here even if it means going flat broke. Fuck this shit. If I stay I will die.