life can be so hard sometimes. instead of celebrating my fourth year in relationship with my gf at the beginning of next year, i am no longer in that relationship. even if its mostly because of me that we arent no longer together.. it still hurts. all this memories i am going through, so much reminds me of her and our relationship. she was mostly the only reason (except for my family) why i still went home every second w-e and in my little 2-room-appartement i have many pictures of her and things and stuff that she bought me.
the memories are the hardest part of the breaking-up, because they remind me of the happy together we had almost the entire four years. and now this is all gone. i still have feelings for her but i dont have that many feelings i used to have. and it makes me sad that i cant show her any longer the feelings i had for her.
thats how i do feel at the moment.
the memories are the hardest part of the breaking-up, because they remind me of the happy together we had almost the entire four years. and now this is all gone. i still have feelings for her but i dont have that many feelings i used to have. and it makes me sad that i cant show her any longer the feelings i had for her.
thats how i do feel at the moment.
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What I love about it is that you know that you had some doing as to why the relationship didn't last, and although that can't fix it, you've got a much better chance when the next relationship comes along. If you can't fix it, learn from it so it doesn't happen again. Right now everything sucks, but when it doesn't suck as much and you're moving on, you'll have the upper hand. Whatever you do, whenever you're healed up, never forget. Sometimes it really hurts to remember, but you'll end up hurting more if you forget.