pussycat23

OK so I have been thinking of my next book of poetry to put out for sale and I want all new material so I had to go back through my inspiration material from my past. I am most inspired by love whether it be positive or negative, directed at people places or things, etc. This brought me to review any guy I have ever even once thought was cute. With very few exceptions every guy I have liked has been a bad ass or a jerk or worse. And as I reviewed guys I find atleast physically attractive currently they are bad boys also. Now I would like to find a nice artsy romantic geek but who do I like to look at? Rockers, tattooed and pierced guys (not mutually exclusive), anarchists, anti-religious guys... now if you know me you know I am many things I am completely weird and mostly posotive and bright sunshiny, I am a brain and I have to plan everything, etc. How does someone like me that could potentially land a great "normal" and good wholesome guy go for these troubled male specimens? And any guy I like that may fit these qualifications is way out of reach because they are celebrities and would never cross paths with me!


So why do we girls do this? Am I really not as ready as I say I am for commitment? It wouldn't surprise me I didn't get to experience the dating world as a teen and once I found someone I never looked back so now here I am still wrapped up in the bad boy phase...