purpleswirl

"she said somedays i feel like shit,somedays i wanna quit and just and be normal for a bit..."

normal? i wouldn't say that exactly...but things are starting to fall into place, after such a time....i didn't think they would...i finally found another job after almost 7 months without, and it's a good feeling....it's amazing how worthless one can feel when they feel they have no purpose to exist. it had gotten to that point. school, home, out once and awhile...and that was it. my friends, my computer, and my mind. the last one, now that's scary. hope those who stumble upon this are having a nice Friday (everyday should feel like friday, it would make the week much more pleseant.) so here i sit today...thankful for my opportunity, thankful i didn't hang out of a burning ninth floor door window waiting for firemen this week, glad to have walked in a bar to see a show and landed a job. with hardly no effort at all. talk about luck. or something like that, i'm never good with these things....anyway...good friday to you..