purpleswirl

so i'll spend another perfectly productive day in this god forsaken SHITHOLE town...in bed, hurt and alone. he promised he wouldn't do this to me. just one more person to stomp on a heart, and offer a sense of false conciousness. i knew i shouldn't have let my guard down. i KNEW fucking better. and i didn't listen to myself.

and this is what i get. i deserve it. I SHOULD HAVE LOOKED OUT FOR ME, not his feelings. Fuck his feelings now. It might as well be like we never met- and that's fine with me. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.