hot, sweaty bodies...some writhing, some rythmic...but all feeling the same thing. the music. the music takes you to places you had no idea existed. last night was one of those nights....i walked in the building and it was like an energy overtook me. crowd screaming, lights, lazers...one of the only nights I've been in the club and the front doors were opened for all to...
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nikonphoto80:
i love hot, sweaty bodies LOL. damn it sounds like you had an amazing time, I never really have a good time when I go out, but I don't really have any friends so I go out alone.
i'm the kind of girl to look you dead in your eyes...everything you want. everything you hate. your dream. your nightmare. the thing that makes you shiver at the thought. i'm not in it for the fame, or the face. i'm in it for the thrill. i'm in it to win. you may know me. you may not, but when or if you get to...
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purpleswirl:
you know, when i say winning, i should explain. i mean more "to do the absolute most kick ass job i can", and hey, if that entails winning, so be it. 
oskar:
I was thinking of showing my friend Old Chicago this thursday or friday. (We want to try a lot of different beers.) If you have some time lemme know.
it's about fucking time i made my return to this fabulous distraction....so much has gone on in the past...what, two years? i don't know how i let it get away, but i missed it. beauty and debauchary and chaos- i've had it, but it hasn't been the same without the SG.
long story short, i moved to the southeastern coast, to a city where you're...
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nikonphoto80:
God damn it has been a long time since I have heard from you.
Where is it that you moved to? why did you move there? I hope all is well in your life.
Where is it that you moved to? why did you move there? I hope all is well in your life.
oskar:
Hi! Well since we are both stuck in the NC we can be friends!
I'm not a big fan of the humidity. But that just makes the pints even tastier.
Ummm soo tell me a little more about yourself... since we are friends now and all.
I'm not a big fan of the humidity. But that just makes the pints even tastier.
Ummm soo tell me a little more about yourself... since we are friends now and all.
hey cancer,
fuck you, you life-changing, non-feeling, destructive fuck, you. why do you have to come around and destroy good people? can't you mutate somewhere quiet and cause some good for a change? i hope you die. i hope you die a quick death, and on tuesday, i hope that doctor saws through my precious grandad's skull and finds you, and cuts you up severely...
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fuck you, you life-changing, non-feeling, destructive fuck, you. why do you have to come around and destroy good people? can't you mutate somewhere quiet and cause some good for a change? i hope you die. i hope you die a quick death, and on tuesday, i hope that doctor saws through my precious grandad's skull and finds you, and cuts you up severely...
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nikonphoto80:
I updated about miss Kris.
nikonphoto80:
happy happy birthday to you. happy happy birthday to you. happy happy birthday to you. happy happy birthday to you. happy happy birthday to you. happy happy birthday to you. happy happy birthday to you. happy happy birthday to you. happy happy birthday to you. happy happy birthday to you. happy happy birthday to you. happy happy birthday to you. happy happy birthday to you. happy happy birthday to you.
i wish i had something profound or even remotely good to say. but i don't. i'm jobless. my friends are turning out to be either "too good for me" because they think just because i'm in college i'm an educated snob - which isn't really the case....
i'm trying to change my lifestyle. reinvent myself and break away from the people who hold me down...
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i'm trying to change my lifestyle. reinvent myself and break away from the people who hold me down...
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nikonphoto80:
I know how you feel, I dont talk to most of my friends any more and I do not have a job and Im almost out of money.
Its good that you know who you are and are not letting people change you.
You will find those people, those people are in ever town it just takes some work to find them, dont give up, things will get good for you as long as you dont give up.
[Edited on Jun 01, 2006 8:11PM]
Its good that you know who you are and are not letting people change you.
You will find those people, those people are in ever town it just takes some work to find them, dont give up, things will get good for you as long as you dont give up.
[Edited on Jun 01, 2006 8:11PM]
pseudobrilliance:
I love what you're aiming for. I wish you lived here. We could be really great friends.
"she said somedays i feel like shit,somedays i wanna quit and just and be normal for a bit..."
normal? i wouldn't say that exactly...but things are starting to fall into place, after such a time....i didn't think they would...i finally found another job after almost 7 months without, and it's a good feeling....it's amazing how worthless one can feel when they feel they have no...
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normal? i wouldn't say that exactly...but things are starting to fall into place, after such a time....i didn't think they would...i finally found another job after almost 7 months without, and it's a good feeling....it's amazing how worthless one can feel when they feel they have no...
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cosmicgirl:
Congrats on the new job Funny, I stumbled on this on a friday (not the 31st though) lol. Email me sometime if you feel like chatting.
Funny, I stumbled on this on a friday (not the 31st though) lol. Email me sometime if you feel like chatting.
amberlie:
i felt the same way .
i was 19 when my my luck perked up .i found a job after looking for almosr a year. its nice to work and pay for things!
i was 19 when my my luck perked up .i found a job after looking for almosr a year. its nice to work and pay for things!
you know...i seem to be looking at things in a whole new view, within a few days? is that even possible....i feel like a chain has been cut, and i'm free to be myself again....it's nice....i have such a ride of emotions. oh well. sitting here, before i go out on this really pretty spring day, at least here in NC, i was browsing through...
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phrogg:
I agree. Many of the people on this site give me a hopeful feeling.
nikonphoto80:
I went with out a job for almost 2 months, it was not fun.
Well it didnt snow much, but it did snow. We do the same thing here, if it snows there is not school for the kids, I think a lot of it had to do with back in the 60s when a bus full of kids went into the river, or over a cliff or something like that.
Ok this is what it is, some one does a survey and they tag some people, then those people have to do the survey and then they tag some one and then those people have to do it, do you understand, if you look at my last journal you will see the survey that I did.
Well it didnt snow much, but it did snow. We do the same thing here, if it snows there is not school for the kids, I think a lot of it had to do with back in the 60s when a bus full of kids went into the river, or over a cliff or something like that.
Ok this is what it is, some one does a survey and they tag some people, then those people have to do the survey and then they tag some one and then those people have to do it, do you understand, if you look at my last journal you will see the survey that I did.
i have been so slack, but i haven't forgotten my precious SG!!!! new tattoo and pics to come....back later...I'm thinking about more today.
Love to you all. and hope it's beautiful wherever you are.
Love to you all. and hope it's beautiful wherever you are.
deadman69:
its warm here in Pennsylvania...nah your not slack youve just been busy 
ferrara:
oh new tattoo pictures, cant wait
and finally I'm feeling the Spring time weather.. beautiful indeed
and finally I'm feeling the Spring time weather.. beautiful indeed
to those of you who commented..thanks so much! i haven't commented back, but I"ll personally get to each of you! I'm feeling a little better, and the Sopranos is back on ...so i'm ok. give me law and order and The Sopranos, and maybe some American Justice, and I'm there. there, that should solidify my dork status...a final pic of tonight WILL be posted, because...
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nikonphoto80:
well i'm glad it made your day. i hope all goes great now.
well right now all i do is play on SG so i dont see how a tv could do anything bad for me.
well right now all i do is play on SG so i dont see how a tv could do anything bad for me.
pseudobrilliance:
I miss Law and Order so much now that I don't have cable. Its such a great show to watch continuous reruns of.
so i'll spend another perfectly productive day in this god forsaken SHITHOLE town...in bed, hurt and alone. he promised he wouldn't do this to me. just one more person to stomp on a heart, and offer a sense of false conciousness. i knew i shouldn't have let my guard down. i KNEW fucking better. and i didn't listen to myself.
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phrogg:
It sounds like I'm feeling a lot like you are right now... 
kelsi:
aw thanks sweetie! we'll both get thru it. strong women. <3 
the sky is grey, the sand is grey, and the ocean is grey. i feel right at home in this stunning monochrome, alone in my way. i smoke and i drink and every time i blink i have a tiny dream. but as bad as i am i'm proud of the fact that i'm worse than i seem. what kind of paradise am i looking...
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amberlie:
i like it...
jerawyn:
glad you got them!
just to forwarn: this journaling is going to jump around a lot...several things to talk about and i rarely like to keep it in line
LOCAL BAND: KATHARSIS, winner of Battle of the Bands, last night at a place here in Gville.......great time, if you can overlook the drunk asshole who stepped all over my poor feet (who I finally had to YELL at for...
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LOCAL BAND: KATHARSIS, winner of Battle of the Bands, last night at a place here in Gville.......great time, if you can overlook the drunk asshole who stepped all over my poor feet (who I finally had to YELL at for...
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nikonphoto80:
What kind of music are they, sorry there was some dicks sitting close to you, I hate those kinds of people.
I didnt know Reagan was leaving SG.
I hope you have a good week, and I hope I have a job by the end of the week.
I didnt know Reagan was leaving SG.
I hope you have a good week, and I hope I have a job by the end of the week.
nikonphoto80:
PS when you say last set did you mean the one that just went up or her last one ever?