Lately I’ve been having extremely weird dreams. Ones of me in high school, knowing full well I’m not supposed to be there (I’m turning 29 this week.)
The dreams aren’t sexual in nature, often they’re filled with confusion, like I’m not supposed to be there, they’re moments filled with unknown faces, muddled, and sometimes distorted. I’m not scared during these dreams they just kind of, happen.
Sometimes I realize I’m not supposed to be there and wake up, almost instantaneously. Other times I like to explore, and it’s strange to be in control, like I have a destination of sorts. These high school dreams typically have a pattern although often they’re set in my high school and on ominous days like picture day, or a week prior to graduation. Nothing really reflects my experience in high school, as I had a rather fun and exciting time. This is a somber feeling as if I’m trapped unless I realize I’m not supposed to be there.
If I explore too far into the dream, typically I’ll send myself into a loop, where I’m going down a hallway and take a corner only to see the same hallway, Sometimes empty. Often I try getting to a door or a classroom but I hesitate or it’s locked.
I guess it’s rooted in something. I’ll see if it occurs again and I’ll update with another post. Sorry for the weirdness, whoever reads this. Just figured this was a place to post strange and interesting things. If you got this far drop some insight on what it could all mean.
