well i am leaving the site, it has been fun and i will miss ya all you can contact me at no_id_21@yahoo.com if you would like BYE BYE 
had surgery, painful, must strain pee and boys suck ass big time!any good ones out there say hi to me ok, lol
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bluefreak:
yeah sugery sucks ass. *hugs* youll be fine though and kind of a heads up i might be coming out your way next summer i have to make some plans for a road trip and i want a nice long trip and cali area is the farthest away from me. take care
rubber chicken of DOOM
rubber chicken of DOOM
evanx:
You have to strain your pee?? I've never heard of such a thing...
I'ma good boy! no...really....
"hi"
I'ma good boy! no...really....
"hi"
i have to go through surgery again, they didnt get all of the stone out of my kdiney, now i have a stone in my kidney and two in my bladder that wont pass. very painful, have meds, lots of rest. if this surgery doesnt work then i go under the knife, i hope not, well got to go . much love
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leavemehere:
sorry to hear that
hope you dont have to go under the knife
i totally dont know why i didnt add you back
i was goin through my past journals and you commented
mind if i add you back
and yay! for being newly single
freedom is great
xoxo
lmh
hope you dont have to go under the knife
i totally dont know why i didnt add you back
i was goin through my past journals and you commented
mind if i add you back
and yay! for being newly single
freedom is great
xoxo
lmh
fox1:
hope things are better for you...
just got back from surgery, in pain, things suck, but i am fine, still more surgery tocome, well gotts to go now much love 
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apologees:
get better soon. 
sakita:
oh im sorry.
what kinda surgery.
i hope things get better
ive missed your messages
hope all is well.
what kinda surgery.
i hope things get better
ive missed your messages
hope all is well.
well, my best friend of four years came over lasst night and we masde out for the first time, it was so exicting, and he kissed me so slow and gently, it was great, so i had a great night, tomorrow we go to the bar for his 21st bday to celebrate. that should be fun, sorry my typing so bad, computer probs. well anyways,...
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sakita:
woohoo! the first kiss. i love those.
i miss those. im in a commited relationship. dang.
well but we have an open relationship..but...i cant bring myself to actually participate in it.
you know what? i smell. i have to shower. im too lazy. id rather sit here and write on peoples journals.
i miss those. im in a commited relationship. dang.
well but we have an open relationship..but...i cant bring myself to actually participate in it.
you know what? i smell. i have to shower. im too lazy. id rather sit here and write on peoples journals.
bluefreak:
you miss me? how can you miss me when you just talked to me a like a week ago? well ill be back soon i hope i just need to get a new computer and then ill be back. take care and dont hesitat to send me an email. *hugs* laters *rubber chicken of DOOM*
ok my doc still hasnt filled out the paperwork for my work, can you say terminated? fucking shit mother fucking cunt ass piece of monkey shit mother fucker. ok had to get that out, hehe haha, ok 
i am now losing my mind, lol i have forgotten to take my meds for like two days now, so now i am being all like crazy and...
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i am now losing my mind, lol i have forgotten to take my meds for like two days now, so now i am being all like crazy and... Read More
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sakita:
wow girlie you have more ups and downs than a roller coaster. i used to too, especailly when i didnt take my meds.
being single best thing. independence
worst thing. lonliness
being single best thing. independence
worst thing. lonliness
arcade:
sometimes the single life is good, just like the not-single life is good sometimes... you can do the whole personal growth thing and chill
ok so i go to my doctors today, had an appointment, and my doctor ends up yelling at me and telling me he cannot fill out paperwork i need filled out for the state and my work , i cried in my doctors office for an hour! 
, he was such a dick to me and made me feel so bad about myself, i couldnt...
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jasonxstar:
Usually all doctors are mean people,i dunno it's like they take a ph.d in asshole economics,i would hang with ya for sure but im not sure where rancho cordova is at in cali
rockon
rockon
sakita:
doctors that are so mean sometimes. i had one once who told me i was overweight...but not that nicely and i said..yeah thanks..i didnt know. i never had him again. or the doctors here (you dont get to pick who you want) who tell me "you need to take deeper breaths." while im having an asthma attack. really? I didnt know. or when they pound on my back, after i tell them i have a broken back. (i have a collapsed vertabrae, and a hair line fracture of the T7 bone, the vertabrae thing will never heal...)
get yourself a new doctor..there are some of them out there who actually do care for the patient.
and tell the other ones to shove it.
miss your comments. hope youre well...
get yourself a new doctor..there are some of them out there who actually do care for the patient.
and tell the other ones to shove it.
miss your comments. hope youre well...
ok i am totally bored, watched DareDevil today, that was pretty cool. 
called my doctors office today and asked to know if i have been referred yet to a urologist, nooooo!!!!!, they didnt tell me they couldnt find the doctor i requested for two weeks, so now i have to wait even longer i have only 6 weeks of medical leave and two of them...
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called my doctors office today and asked to know if i have been referred yet to a urologist, nooooo!!!!!, they didnt tell me they couldnt find the doctor i requested for two weeks, so now i have to wait even longer i have only 6 weeks of medical leave and two of them... Read More
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tadzi:
you should come see me. im cool
apologees:
em bored too. mucho mucho bored.
went out with the "friend" tonight, he was so sweet he treated me to an icee and bought me a new cd, Thrice, they are really good!!! listening to them right now. so yeah hung out with the crush today, might go over to his place again on Sunday, that should be fun, gonna wathch a movie together...
not much going on in my life,...
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sakita:
that is cool about the hanging out with the crush
that was awfully nice of him to buy you stuff
my friend did that all the time until i moved away
and now he has a girlfriend and he doesnt even talk to me.
i actually have never been on a webcam.
that was awfully nice of him to buy you stuff
my friend did that all the time until i moved away
and now he has a girlfriend and he doesnt even talk to me.
i actually have never been on a webcam.
strangebirdsir:
um. why am i not invited to the webcam party? yahoo username trutheld hello, you never emailed me back?
ok so my days are boring and disability sucks, well i am not on it yet but i am off work for a long time errrrrrr. i hate work, but i didnt know how boring staying at home was either! 
nothing has gone farther between me and my best friend i have feelings for. i need a plan of action, anyone got any ideas? i...
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swen:
The best part of a womans body? Her neck!. It's so sensitive and they scream when you bite them there...
swen
swen
strangebirdsir:
hey babe .. email me with your IM name.. or leave me a note..
llmll