Thursday Jul 10, 2003

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saw punch drunk love and just married last night, one had me feeling weird and the other rolling on the floor, and there is new fractal!!!!!!!! love i miss the purple hair but the black hair looks awesome!!!!!!! wink

i am thinking about quiting my job, and i am up for supervisor, that is bad? is it? i just hate it, cannot stand it, i dont know,...
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reinhardt:
hey purpledaisy! this advice is a day late, but just think of doing laundry as going shopping. you get lots of (semi) new clothes out of it smile
wendy1:
I saw punch drunk love yesterdaym and it was sooo not what I expected, It left me feeling wierd, too.

Tuesday Jul 08, 2003

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this is like my third or fourth night now drinking,i am bored and i dont work tomorrow so it is ok, good enough excuse, haha

today i was stuck in -23 degree temps. i had to stock the fucking cooler at work , i almost about died, it was fucking freezing, without a jacket too, i was in there for like 20 mins and i...
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koleeta:
where do you work? I used to work at jamba Juice and my friend Sylvia got locked in the freezer....she almost died! it was kinda funny but more scary for her I think.

I'm not sure how long I've had sex for....after awhile I'm just like ok can this be done now? It kinda hurts.
theoriginalsin:
Longest time two hours. But not for a long time.

Monday Jul 07, 2003

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so here i sit with my bottle of tequila listening to fragile, NIN, probably not a good combination for someone feeling the way i am... skull here i sit another night feeling so weird, but the feeling so familiar and i am drinking again...this cant be good...but i dont know what else to do, i dont like to be sober at the end of the day...
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cakemix:
i'm down there with you all...
not drunk tonight but its been happening all too regularly and i have to try hard daily not to go back to doing other more naughty things that are bad for me.

work is hard for me now as the guy that dumped me works at the same company still...and he's also all over sg now so i have nowhere to go to get some friendly support without him hanging over me.

i'm up for that orgy if you can organise it next time i'm backhome in california!! actually, might be soon as friend is getting married in vegas at end of the month maybe...how about a big vegas bed orgy for us??? that ought to cheer us up!!!

my daughter just turned 18 so my road trip is quickly approaching...just need a new plan now the boy one has fallen through. kind of liberating to be able to do what i want but not really what i had in mind = if that makes sense?

i dont' know if shrinks are necessary but i've just self referred myself to someone who is good and i'm back in relaps prevention group therapy. yuck. hate feeling this weak...you are amaxingly brave and strong to deal with it all alone. i really admire you sweetie.

drunken hug
jasperellah:
hi smile

Sunday Jul 06, 2003

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Ha ha, i saw jackass the movie tonight for the first time, still laughing, too funny, that was just what i needed...but anyways, that good mood went down the shitter.... whatever

i guess it is just the bi-polar/homicidal rage in me tonight(i didnt make it up, that is what my doctor calls me tongue ) but i am all of a sudden really pissed off and want...
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tadzi:
wow, tht pretty much epitomizes how i feel. i could have written that
lighthammer:
You know, sometimes a nice cross country killing spree is just the thing thing to relieve a bad mood. Or so i'm told.

Saturday Jul 05, 2003

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well i finally got a girl interested in me, so weird, i didnt imagine it really happening, she gave me her phone number and she wants me to call sometime, coolness! biggrin
*listening to NIN right now*
*drinking pepsi*
*what sounds good....a nice hit off the bong....i wish...*shocked
So I worked the 4th, and did about 10 fireworks and could see the really big ones from...
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knickers:
*hands purpledaisy the bong*

*coughsputtercough*

moving to cali turned me into a pothead.
youblowdeadbear:
I can't wait until a girl is interested in me! ;-) NIN = FUCKING FANTASTIC biggrin NIN Is my second favorite band of all time. Right behind R.E.M.

Thursday Jul 03, 2003

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ok well just loaded some new pics of me, hope you all like them biggrin , took while to take them but it was fun getting naked and undressing and stuff, still not what i had in mind. whatever

it is my day off again and i think a bbq sounds good, steak and hot dogs, love that meat

saw the animatrix last night, #9 is my...
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rickroyal:
Quite nice pics.

Sorry to hear about the bloody nose. Four bloody noses in two weeks sounds like a lot. Perhaps you might want to think about seeing a doctor, especially if they continue.

The 4th never really was all the special of a holiday for me or my family, so growing up hasn't spoiled it for me. Though birthdays have become depressingly less special.
goth_cowboy:
loved the pics. beautiful

later
llmll surreal llmll

Tuesday Jul 01, 2003

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biggrin me drinking and it is fun, but i need more and a smoke break but shhh "dont tell nobody" had a pretty good day today , it is friday for me i am feeling good for some odd reason, oh yeah, it is the bi-polar in me, huh, haha, well at least i am feeling good for once.... biggrin shocked

havent fallen or hurt anything for while...
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captain_deez:
tequila drinkers are my friends smile
sakita:
hey girlie,

i know about those manic times...oh those manic times.
i hope you get to see boobies sooon
i like to drink coke
oh you mean alcohol...
guiness.

Sunday Jun 29, 2003

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biggrin I have an online girlfriend, wow, she is so cool, still looking for real girlfriend that i can see and touch, i can see her, but only on webcam...but it is great, and all on gay pride day, hmmm sign anyone? i am so jazzed about this, how do i do this, what do we do, i mean it is only online, how do relationships...
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paulsandman:
send the nude pictures to sandmansvault@yahoo.com ;-)
phedre:
Awww, I'm so happy for you! And your girlfriend is one lucky woman wink *hugs and kisses and love for you*

Saturday Jun 28, 2003

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peanutbutter in my panties love biggrin




yeah, i thought that might get someone's attention...probably didnt even, lol oh well, just something i randomly thought...but didnt do confused ...

so today was ok, worked got home, met my grandparents i havent seen in 17 years for the second time and was told by the guy i am with we should just be roommates....and that is my life in a...
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lil_billy_ben:
Yeah, you got it. Date whoever you want, dont let your roomates hold ya down.
kiss
esther:
peanutbutter in yer panties, eh? well it got my attention. :wink:

and AMEN to you being able to date the ladies you want. tell him to sit on it! get out there, there's tons of *us* waiting for you! kiss

Friday Jun 27, 2003

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ok, so today was almost 110, well, where i work that was the temp. and our air con went out in a way it blew only hot air out, too funny, but it sucked too. took bob 1 hr to travel 2 miles with the baby in the car and busted cooler all of a sudden to pick me up from work, poor baby frown

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bluefreak:
i love bananas....im just wiered though i guess. YAY for rubber chickens *happydances*
phedre:
I know what you mean about bananas!!!! I never liked them at all ever...but here lately, they taste alright. Weird. Aliens haven't invaded your mind, the bananas are just trying to overtake the world! lol

Wednesday Jun 25, 2003

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smile everything is ok with the man(bob)we shared a great day together, it included:taking a shower together(so much fun, lots of things we did wink ) playing in bed, really fun too, and then some old fashioned talking, lol tongue . went shopping, got some stuff, we are going to watch a movie tonight, dont know which one. off again tomorrow, probably just clean house. ok, so people,...
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goth_cowboy:
glad you had a great day talk to ya later.
zardize:
say i'm glad i could be the one to make you laugh. I'll do my best to keep them coming

Wednesday Jun 25, 2003

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ok so i spill my feeling out to my best friend and he tells me it isnt like he anticipated and it was too early. puke well, he always thought things would happen years from now, who do people think i am, someone who can put their life on hold (regarding a relationship)for that long, i have been there done that with the one i am...
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bluefreak:
it does make sence but i dont know how to stop nothing ever changes for me. i have tried to just make the best of things and try to relax but i cant not while im here. i dont know i think i just need to get away from this fucking hellhole...and yes i am evil and insane i have the dotors note to prove it *L*
bluefreak:
skateboarding? nah im more of a bmx chick. i cant skateboard to save my life *L*. or paintball that will calm me down especialy when its girls versus guys and the guys are only wearing thongs *EG* thats some fun shit.
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