i think i am going to leave
my doctor has taken me off work for 6 weeks, we are going to see if it is kidney failure, he has put in a referral for urologist, one i have seen before. i hope we can resolve this crap, so now i have to go on disability, that should pay five dollars!
on other business, i guess you could say lol, i have finally...
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rotten:
Use toys.. not me babe, i got a boyfriend. check him out under my pictures, he damn sexy.. maybe we can hookup. hehe.
ok so i just got back from the hospital. i went in with kidney and back and stomach pain. come to find out i have fluid build up in my right kidney with a kidney stone in the left! it could be nothing, it could be disease or failure, i have to be off of work and go see lots of doctors this week, oh...
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sakita:
oh no!!!!!!! oh sweetie... i hope you feel better soon gorgeous.
sakita:
havent heard from ya
is all ok?
how are you feeling?
*hopes well.
hugs!!!!
is all ok?
how are you feeling?
*hopes well.
hugs!!!!
well today was uneventful, i called into work for tomorrow, fuck it, i dont care, i dont want to go. i am so bad, i am up for supervisor and i call into work, oh well, right?
so it will be a week i have been on the diet, woohoo. no motivation today, ate well just didnt work out. fuck it, i am in a...
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so it will be a week i have been on the diet, woohoo. no motivation today, ate well just didnt work out. fuck it, i am in a...
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esther:
i'll take ya out for ice cream and pick you posey's and we'll try n get a big beautiful smile on yer face!
besides, my dryer's open, come on ovah and knock yerself out

besides, my dryer's open, come on ovah and knock yerself out

goth_cowboy:
sorry you are having a bad fucking day! i hope it goes better.
well, i felt more normal on the stacker today, i felt just a little more energized, not hyper, not tired, normal for once so that is good. i didnt feel weird or bad or anything so that is good too, but if i start to feel weird or bad i will stop taking the pills. i dont want to damage my body anymore than it...
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toxickiss:
As far as I know, taking stacker isnt too great for you no matter what. Ive taken Stacker, Xenadrine, and Extreme Trim. What I can definitely say is if you take them on an empty stomach, youre gunna feel like you smoked some crack or something. I figured out that you have to eat something either right before or right after you take it and you feel less jittery. A friend of mine went to her doctor and he prescribed something to her that I think was similar to all those diet pills but I saw a significant change in her in a short period of time. 20 lbs in about a week or 2! Ive also been told to drink LOTS of water and try to get at least a half an hour of exercise a day. Even if you just go for walk around the block and it takes a half hour you should see a difference. Keep me updated on your progress
*koz*

sakita:
hi sweetie..
sounds like youre definitely calmer today
if you ever ever need anyone to talk to about the big d word and stuff just give me a holler...believe me i know much about it...
take care and good luck
sounds like youre definitely calmer today
if you ever ever need anyone to talk to about the big d word and stuff just give me a holler...believe me i know much about it...
take care and good luck

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phedre:
Sorry about your co-worker. Want me to come kick some ass for ya?? That way you don't get in trouble
Be careful if you aren't supposed to take it. I don't want anything bad happening to your heart. But I'm glad that you have energy and are feeling good.

Be careful if you aren't supposed to take it. I don't want anything bad happening to your heart. But I'm glad that you have energy and are feeling good.

jonnyjester:
Your gorgeous, thank you for your pics, because you really are, i love your cat like expression. Very feline face you have.
ok i am so horny!! i am out of my meds that decrease sexual drive and my bf wont have sex with me because he is on some spiritual kick.
i am dying here, and i dont have a dildo either, so i am sol, i can masterbate, but i want some good old sex, lol. no i really do......
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youblowdeadbear:
Well, I'm in the same area as you... Give me a call! Ha ha ha! Just kidding. I don't really know what to tell you there. Do you really need a dildo just to masterbate? Can't you just use the good ol' hands?
apologees:
sex
(sorry, i have nothing to add to your journal entry. sex is good. people should have more of it, and think about it less.)


(sorry, i have nothing to add to your journal entry. sex is good. people should have more of it, and think about it less.)

i am so happy!!!! woohooooooo!!! bluefreak is back, i really missed her!
good times, good times....
so i have started to work out now, and eat better, it is only my second day
i really need to lose the weight so i am hoping i can go through with all of this....we will see.....
not much going on in this life but work and working...
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toxickiss:
Im also attempting the losing weight thing, and eating well thing. But I dont know exactly how well Im doing. I have this thing with sneaking wawa and wendys into my diet haha. I bet you get this all the time, but you remind me of Bjork
*koz*

*koz*
bluefreak:
you dont suck and i think ya look great no matter what you do.
gee i didnt know i was missed that much *blushes*
*rubber chicken of doom*
gee i didnt know i was missed that much *blushes*
*rubber chicken of doom*
i miss bluefreak,
she is one of the best people on here...
this ones for you my rubber chicken of doom, if you are out there!!!!!!!
so i went to the doctors today and they increased my intake of two drugs, i know my doctor thinks i am crazy, but oh well right?
my kidneys have hurt so bad today
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so i went to the doctors today and they increased my intake of two drugs, i know my doctor thinks i am crazy, but oh well right?





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youblowdeadbear:
Don't you think that the whole sex thing should have been figured out before you got engaged?
bluefreak:
yes i can see it and yes i can say something IM NOT CUTE DAMNIT OR SEXY OR ANYTHING!!!!! HA i win *L*....im back btw *hugs* missed ya























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phedre:
The funny things we do when drunk
Have fun.

tabarin:
come check out the song on my page 

saw trainspotting and army of darkness last night for the first time, army of darkness was good, lol but trainspotting just pissed me off, except the ending
.
well anyways not much to say, i am thinking about leaving SG, i dont know yet, i think i might just shut my self off from everything and focus on other things, dont know yet though.........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

well anyways not much to say, i am thinking about leaving SG, i dont know yet, i think i might just shut my self off from everything and focus on other things, dont know yet though.........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

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tadzi:
dont go!!!!
i wub you too much
i wub you too much

tabarin:
Isn't army of darkness cool? *groovy*
I saw evil dead 1 & 2 (the prequels) 2 is OK 1 is a little slow, but I think AoD is the rockingist. What's prompting you to leave SG?
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i dont think this is good, but it is one of those baby moments, or toddler whatever, anyways, my daughter(13 months old) was being too quiet
, so i went to check on her in kitchen only to find her eating powdered slim fast out of the can, she had a mouth and body full of chocolate!!!!!!!!!
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sakita:
that is cute. i dont have any baby stories...well my ex boyfriend once poohed in a shoe box and put it in the back of the closet when he was like 2. he wanted to save it. at least that is the story i heard...
knowin him he was like 18 cuz he was a weirdo..
take care..
hugs
ellie
knowin him he was like 18 cuz he was a weirdo..
take care..
hugs
ellie
please dont mean here. youre one of my favoritest people here.
i love ya you cant leave now.
nooooooooooooooo
i refuse to let you..
*hold real tight to purpledaisy
try to leave now...im like dead weight huh???