purple_wings

Dear diary,

I'm so tired. I stayed up way too late last night and then had to take so many stimulants to stay awake during class in the morning. I seem to have a huge tolerance to Adderall now, and I only have a little bit left, too. I can't get a re-fill for a while cuz I kinda mis-used the medication and took a whole lot all the time. Errg... I hate amphetamines and stimulants. They're so addicting.

Hunter is leaving for Grass Valley tonight at 7pm. I'm a little afraid of being here on my own. I'm not used to being alone. In fact, I'm quite terrified of being alone. But my parents are coming to visit on Saturday. So I just have to buck up and be strong for a couple days and try not to get lonely. I'll definitely be on the internet a lot.

Dad and I are going pier fishing on Saturday, to be exact. I have to get up at the crack of dawn and drive to Berkeley pier. I certainly don't have that energy right now, but I'll rest up all of tomorrow and get my homework done, too.

So yeah, I know what I need to be doing to stay on track: Quit taking Adderall, quit smoking cigarettes, get on a healthy eating and sleeping cycle, and get my homework done and turned in on time. Easier said, or typed rather, than done.

Well, I'll update later if more arises...

Signing off,

--Natalie