Everyone always asks me, "Why are you so quiet?"
They are so uncomfortable with silence that they are constantly trying to find something to amuse themselves and eventually they turn on me as if I am for this moment in time expected to be their jester. I am told I lack personality. They tell me I am ignoring them. I can't get a descent job because they are not looking for someone to do the job, they are looking for the jester. I make them uncomfortable. People avoid me. I am a mystery to them and that makes many of them afraid of me. I resent them. This is what is wrong with me.
They are so uncomfortable with silence that they are constantly trying to find something to amuse themselves and eventually they turn on me as if I am for this moment in time expected to be their jester. I am told I lack personality. They tell me I am ignoring them. I can't get a descent job because they are not looking for someone to do the job, they are looking for the jester. I make them uncomfortable. People avoid me. I am a mystery to them and that makes many of them afraid of me. I resent them. This is what is wrong with me.
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[Edited on Jan 21, 2003]
But yeah, I kind of know what you mean. It's like... whenever I hang out with people, I always feel like i have to come up with something clever to say, or be funny. I guess that's why I hang out by myself a lot. It's just too much work otherwise.