puresauciness

I was wrong for a lot of things.

I am sorry for them.

I don't know if you ever read this.

I wish you would, just this once.

Some things can't be undone. I love you still.

I don't know if we will ever be 100% healthy for each other.

I wouldn't change any of it.

You were as close as I'll ever get to loving myself.

We aren't together because you remind me too much of me with all of my depression, motivation issues, shortcomings, and lack of direction in this universe.

i realize that too late.

Please don't hurt yourself. I know you want to because when I am low and it is dark, I want to hurt myself.

I don't know if my presence and my words hinder or help.

It is 3:41am. Call me if you need me. I don't care who is here.