puresauciness

so the guy I was talking about is really amazing. He seems like he will make a really good friend...I'm serious. I still really want to have hot/steamy/tie-me-down-and-tease-me sex with him, but I think for the sake of enjoying him and his presence for a long time, I may just not let that happen.

This past weekend with "the girl" was both really fabulous and really...humbling. Fabulous=partying with her and her boyfriend and getting nice and tipsy. Humbling=having my car towed by accident, having her get all wierded out about a comment some random stranger said about me (giving her boyfriend a lapdance which she was thoroughly enjoying ), and me and her hugging while we both cried in the shower because we love each other.....the crying came AFTER the nice tipsy stuff wore off.

It really has been an overly emotional past few days.

Me and my "boyfriend" who I have been ranting about for the past while finally broke it off. I am experiencing an wierd cockail of relief and sadness at the passing of love....

Today my grandma went to the hospital. It's her heart. Apparently it's breaking. The pacemaker is not working maybe? I don't know. she's 74. perception is fucked up. 74 years is a long time. But life is still short.



I am feeling all of this today