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Saturday Jul 31, 2004

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So I put in a availablity change request to my job. I have decided that I will stay there if they give me a schedule that will allow me to go to school full time and work full time without being burnt out. THis should piss them off. biggrin

Not much to update on...There are some things I should be studying right now, but I am content to make love to photoshop. Bad, Bad girl. wink

and because I am in a linkinpark kinda mood since my tickets came today, this is what I am listening to right now
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core Ive forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The pictures there
The memory wont escape me

Were stuck in a place so dark
You can hardly see
The manner of matter that splits with the words I breathe
And as the rain drips acidic questions around me
I block out the sight and the powers that be
And duck away into the darkness
Times up
I wind up in a rusted world with eyes shut so tight that it blurs into the world of pretend
And the eyes ease open
And its dark again

From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core Ive forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The pictures there
The memory wont escape me
But why should I care?

In the memory youll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up

Listen to the sound
Dizzy from the ups and downs
Im nauseated by the polluted rock thats all around
Watching the wheels of cars that pass
I look past to the last of the light and the long shadows it casts
A window grows and captures the eye
And cries out a yellow light as it passes me by
And a young shadowy figure sits in front of a box
Inside a building of rock with anntenaes on top, now
Nothing can stop in this land of the pain
The sane lose not knowing they were part of the game
And while the insides change
The box stays the same and the figure inside could bear anybodys name
The memories I keep are from a time like then
I put on my paper so I could come back to them
Someday Im hoping to close my eyes and pretend
That this crumpled up paper can be perfect again

From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core Ive forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The pictures there
The memory wont escape me.....


VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
jenya:
hey there sauce.....i haven't seen you around in a long time....saw you on the fetish photo group and wanted to give you a HEY>
Aug 1, 2004
lilmissmorbid:
I will check with them if I get the job. I would love for you to come and watch me audtion maybe give them more insentive to hire me lol
Hope you had a fantastic weekend.
Happy Monday!
Aug 2, 2004

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