puresauciness

SO I think i am going to quit my job and do something easy with not as much pressure. The beeping and clicking of a cash register never sounded so great...
i wonder what my family and friends will say when they have nothing to brag about.
My job is really making me miserable.

I don't know what to do about the beach thing. Iam not looking forward to putting my relatively large ass in a swimsuit. I gotta get over my insecurity. My being insecure keeps me in this job where I am being mistreated as well. I have to stop letting a job title define me and go do something that I love.

Fuck people.

I can't seem to get rid of my headache. I am always tired lately even though I get enough sleep. I tried taking naps when I get home from work. My body just craves more and more sleep. I feel gross all of the time. Gawd, I wish i had health insurance. The fucking clinic around here won't see me because i am not needy enough!

again, I say fuck people!