For no apparent reason, I am showing you what my hair looks like right now.Probably because everyone hates it (of course that was not the desired effect. Layering bleach over black dye is a no no. I knew this but decided to be adventerous). I like it so they can all go you know where...and incidentally, that is the birthmark that earned me the lovable title of "scarface" all the way up to high school. Kids are fuckers!
So seriously, this is me as of right now. Slightly insomniac and stressed out.
I am actually writing now. I need to seriously single out Zyon. You guys don't know how instrumental this guy is in my struggle to remain myself in this world. He doesn't even know (well, now he does) that his little witty comments and pertinent questions are always perfectly timely. Sweet man, you have crushed my writer's block and ground the fragments to vapor.
Ephemeral Love
Dusting the corners of my brain
Looking for particles of feeling
Brushed carelessly from view
Some long ago forgotten day.
If I examine you under the microscope
Will I still be able to recognize fragments of myself
Fused to
Infinitesimal remnants of you?
This search is for both of us
Quite literally
I think
I need to find you
And then you will be
the key to my map.
Unlock the secret location
Of my illusive self.
In order to know who I am
I must first understand
And come to terms with
The reasons for your departure.
Perfectly on schedule
Like an engraved itinerary, you were gone.
Six months and
Then the epitaph.
Meeting you was like holding a zephyr.
I must have been dreaming
Imagining that my slippery fingers could
Hold fast to love.
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thanx for the post. i havent been on here much lately. sorry. ive been painting my dining room and remodling it... yah it was really boring and ugly so im making it pretty...
and now im covered in grey paint at a result of the newfound prettiness... lol. i was hoping to put the second coat on tonite but i dont think its gonna happen seeing as the paint can says wait 4 hours for a second coat..
poopie... ill put i pic im my journal entry when im done with it... its gonna be really nice. im painting it two colors added three pictures that i painted and some shelves...
anyways i really love ur hair like that i think its awesome. ive been leaning towards the whole kinda style where the color is from ur roots and fades to either black or ur natural color u know? yah ill see how that works out later.
i love u sexy woman.. .
Hooray, I fellow boozer! So, have you discovered the glory that is the Gin? Right now Im drinking one of my favorites, and one I forgot to tell pb about. Its the only time I waver from Saphire or Tangueray - Seagrams. 7and7. So. Yummy.
Poetic, alas, I am not. I fancied myself a writer once, but the years have whittled that down. Anyway, I can wax philosophical with the aide of enough gin...