puresauciness

One day I will have health insurance again! My teeth are killing me! Why are dentists so expensive? I am pretty blind in terms of crappy vision, but I can stil take my non-health-insured ass to the mall and get an eye exam, contacts, and glasses (the glasses cost more, but they are within my reach). Dentists charge an arm and an ass cheek just to look in your mouth. The last time I went in, the damn doctor quoted me ar more than $4,000 to get everything fixed. I suppose that's what happens when you are unsinsured for a long time or when you don't have parents who can afford to hook you up. i am semi-self employed, so i can't really look to my boss to offer those kind of benefits. the *bootleg* services that give you access to dentists for a monthly fee (they won't let you call it insurance) have a list of services that they don't include (like my super special Super DEEP bone impacted wisdom teeth removal). Bastards! I swear, i can't wait until I get rich. I am going to live so happily. I am going to have a great computer, a little craft room, health insurance, and a sweet little house with room enough for me and my beta, Fishy. He will have all the fish food flakes he could ever dream of and I will go between my little craft area to my beloved computer in my pjs all day. I just want the simple shit: a notebook to write in, some markers to color with, teeth that don't hurt, and bones that don't sound like Rice Krispies at the tender age of 23. that's all! Oh yeah, and a boyfriend/girlfriend that doesn't make me want to gouge my eyes out with smoldering ice picks.

You know what, maybe that's what's wrong with me. Maybe I need a girl. Being bi sux so bad sometimes.

I need a hug.
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