purepenelope

this is my first time ever doing anything like suicide girls... it's pretty much taken over my entire thought process. i go shopping and think of what i could wear to do a photo set or when i would ever be comfortable enough with myself to take pictures and send in and apply.

i actually took a few pictures today and they turned out really good.. i was fairly pleased.

but my boyfriend doesn't really seem to keen on my excitement to apply to be a suicide girl. i do realize that it is entirely out of character for me, but it's just for fun. i don't see any harm. he isn't upset about me being naked or anything like that, he just doesn't understand why i want to. sometimes he seems alright with it and then others he's blatantly against it. i know i should do what makes me happy, but if HE doesn't then something must be off, he's pretty open about anything. i think i just want a change. we will see....