Closure.
I finally moved out of the house I shared with my boyfriend, back into my parents.. 45 mins away...
My family have given me endless support and never questioned my decisions, I'm so lucky, I feel relaxed at home, finally feel good about the future.
My boyfriend (now ex) texted me last night "sounds good xxx yer i'll try k really wanna spend night together"
This obviously wasn't meant for me
im grieving right now, feel like im being over-dramatic, its not like it's a death, but never want to experience this intense heart ache again, in some ways it'd be easier to accept he was dead, not lying and sneaking around behind my back with another women (his ex) he still has feelings for
Lies until i break truth out of him. Did admit he meant to txt that to her last night. He has done this to me numerous times, but I keep holding hope and for some reason believe cover up lies.
Hit heart hearing truth from horses mouth. It's not what I wanted, but it's what has happined. It's not meant to be.
I can no longer love him.
Not sure if it's a leo thing but im v honest and loyal thru was completely committed to him
I can't take anymore.
He'll never change
I left a rose and a letter on his bed
House looks empty without my things
Rick
I hope you like the rose I bought you...
You've bought me beautiful roses before, wanted return the favour, I know everything has been said and done, only gesture show sorry all heart ache, know I don't think any less of you as a person
Been an emotional roller-coaster
Doubt i'll ever understand why you betrayed me, why my love wasn't enough
But I understand I was out of line to judge you or your decisions
Want apologise mean words said!
Good luck for future decisions you make
Stay true to yourself and never change who you are
Love
Katie
I know shes no better then me and all that don't compare yourself noone better then anyone else but it's hard not take personally
SG might be seeing lot more of now more spare time on hands ha
Write back happy comments!
I know it'll get easier in time
X
I finally moved out of the house I shared with my boyfriend, back into my parents.. 45 mins away...
My family have given me endless support and never questioned my decisions, I'm so lucky, I feel relaxed at home, finally feel good about the future.
My boyfriend (now ex) texted me last night "sounds good xxx yer i'll try k really wanna spend night together"
This obviously wasn't meant for me
im grieving right now, feel like im being over-dramatic, its not like it's a death, but never want to experience this intense heart ache again, in some ways it'd be easier to accept he was dead, not lying and sneaking around behind my back with another women (his ex) he still has feelings for
Lies until i break truth out of him. Did admit he meant to txt that to her last night. He has done this to me numerous times, but I keep holding hope and for some reason believe cover up lies.
Hit heart hearing truth from horses mouth. It's not what I wanted, but it's what has happined. It's not meant to be.
I can no longer love him.
Not sure if it's a leo thing but im v honest and loyal thru was completely committed to him
I can't take anymore.
He'll never change
I left a rose and a letter on his bed
House looks empty without my things
Rick
I hope you like the rose I bought you...
You've bought me beautiful roses before, wanted return the favour, I know everything has been said and done, only gesture show sorry all heart ache, know I don't think any less of you as a person
Been an emotional roller-coaster
Doubt i'll ever understand why you betrayed me, why my love wasn't enough
But I understand I was out of line to judge you or your decisions
Want apologise mean words said!
Good luck for future decisions you make
Stay true to yourself and never change who you are
Love
Katie
I know shes no better then me and all that don't compare yourself noone better then anyone else but it's hard not take personally
SG might be seeing lot more of now more spare time on hands ha
Write back happy comments!
I know it'll get easier in time
X
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salome:
Sorry, but the guy's a scumbag. You are lucky to have such wonderfully supportive parents (and internet friends) to help you through a really awful period. Chin up, beautiful! 
ladiluck:
Hey girlie.....i hope you are all good.... 