Ahh life is good! It's beautiful sunny day today
After some shitty news (my ex has fallen in love again and has a new girlfriend) . Not "shitty" I spose just hurt to hear from him how rad she was and all that, I took it as a put down. Feeling so much happier now. I took the news badly even though I'm over him... Read More
Today was a bit of a write off.. . I'm not good at pulling sick days ha it's beautiful sunny day outside but I've kept low profile coz I don't want anyone from work to catch me! Worst of all . I wont get paid for it GRR
Sleep in doesn't really seem worth it now . Damn guilty conscious
I was still fucked from... Read More
I'm back !! ! !!
I missed the site and I'm still paying for it anyway ha, so here I am haha I hope all my fav SG hotties are still around!
I'm keen as a jellybean to get back into modelling and to get into writing so hopefully I'll have plenty to post in my blog
FOMO got the best of me, Fear Of... Read More
I give up on the photo blog.. You'll just have to take my word for it. I have hot photos HA
Been doing a bit of modelling for my flatmate, a photography student, shes doing really well!
I hope everyone else is doing well at school... . I have exams next week !
Should really be studying for that
Then it's holidays Dali Lama is... Read More
I am wooden and rectangular
like an upright coffin, skeletons and skins inside
I am of similar depth to hold her body
a tall silhouette, handles aged and fading
I hoard her collections
each piece reminiscent of another time and place
creased hands invite in light each morning
I hardly recognize her anymore
In darkest corner hidden behind colourless clothes
still; the red dress... Read More
I think the thoughts are just coming from more learning and reading. And I was reminded about What the Bleep do we Know?! I haven't seen it in quite awhile, so I really must track it down again.
A real update!
I never know what to write here.. . . My thoughts about.. What.
Myself? My life . Would seem so invasive
I doubt whoever reads this is really intrested anyway
Ha would never guess I am actually a writer haha
The basics - yes I have coloured my hair black
I love it !! ! !! Might make me look a little... Read More
I should be studying... . .
I've been having health problems lately seem to be diet related. Maybe it's glucose?! Lactose?!?
I don't know.
But I don't like feeling down
Might try reintroducing meat into my diet and start thinkin it through more my weekend was average as I had cripling stomach cramps wasn't even able to stand straight just curled on my bed foetal... Read More
Y'know, it's funny you should mention studying overseas - In a recent email my host parents in Iowa suggested that I could study at the big uni there because they have stuff in place to support that sort of thing. Sounds lovely, but I'm still reeling financially from uni here. Darn it.