I had the worst dreams last night. I ate a big meal and twinkies right before I went to bed and had heartburn all night. I always eat alot before I sleep because I can't sleep hungry and usually I am OK.
In the first dream, an evil small black kitten was attacking us in our apt. for what seems like days... there was blood...
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In the first dream, an evil small black kitten was attacking us in our apt. for what seems like days... there was blood...
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chuba:
Why were you eating twinkies? 
chuba:
Why were you eating twinkies?
I'm off to noodle soup! 
dekews:
Enjoy the tastey soup.
I love my little dog so much. She is so incredibly affectionate, sensitive, and smart. The Japnese chin is a great breed.
I wish I could say the same for my boyfriend. He is all of the opposite. People can be so selfish and disrespectful.
I wish I could say the same for my boyfriend. He is all of the opposite. People can be so selfish and disrespectful.
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xixi:
i sure did!
hmm i guess i fall into your selfish/disrespectful category.
hmm i guess i fall into your selfish/disrespectful category.
dekews:
Happy Thanksgiving!! 
I realise now that I am a sex addict and I have been going through withdrawls. I am not sure if I should break up with my live in boyfriend because he is working twelve hours, seven days a week because of that. My sexy next door Armenian friend tells me to get rid of him, but I think he may be biased. He keeps...
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dekews:
It's a shame that he works so much. My girlfriend and I work opposite schedules. As a result, our sex life isn't always what we'd like it to be. But we still love each other.
I'm not there. I can't really give better advice. Sorry.
It's a shame that he works so much. My girlfriend and I work opposite schedules. As a result, our sex life isn't always what we'd like it to be. But we still love each other.
I'm not there. I can't really give better advice. Sorry.
my hands hURRRRT
dekews:
What happened?
feel better.
What happened?
feel better.
Well, I probably won't be sleeping with my friend because I like him and don't want to fall in love and ruin it. Plus I am really attached to my boyfriend and it would be really awkward and mean since we live together next door to him.
Other wiase, I have been wicked depressed lately. I had a few bad days. I had a few...
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Other wiase, I have been wicked depressed lately. I had a few bad days. I had a few...
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gilane:
Get happy!
Sleeping with friends can be great. Sleeping with a friend who lives next door though sounds like it could get quite complicated and likely become an issue.
So how did you really get them?
Sleeping with friends can be great. Sleeping with a friend who lives next door though sounds like it could get quite complicated and likely become an issue.
So how did you really get them?
dungeon380:
I slept with my best friend who had a boyfriend. She fucked me about 5 days a week. Hung out every Sunday, drank, smoked and she even snorted lines off my cock. Then she dumped her boyfriend and started talking about having kids, getting married. It freaked me out. She went back with her boyfriend and I wanted to kill him.
Soooooo don't do it. Yeah and want to swap scar stories. I got some great ones!
Soooooo don't do it. Yeah and want to swap scar stories. I got some great ones!
My hot Armenian Assasin friend is moving in RIGHT NOW! NEXT DOOR!!! Just in time, on the day that my absentee boyfriend told me,"GO AHEAD- cheat on me, I dare you!" When I was bitching ealrier that I wasn't getting laid anymore. 
IT'S ON
IT'S ON
dekews:
LOL
Bad pup. No nookie. Sit. Staaaaay.
Not ranch. Just regular.
My system isn't used to that much junk food. Feeling a little ill.
Bad pup. No nookie. Sit. Staaaaay.
Not ranch.
Just regular.
My system isn't used to that much junk food. Feeling a little ill.
dekews:
Ugh. Don't tempt me. There's a great ice cream place about 5 minutes away.
No. I say!
Silence foul temptress!
No. I say!
Silence foul temptress!
It is only day 3 and it feels like a whole week. My body wants dope. My poor Carmine and Binky.
I need a new job and proper health care.
I need a new job and proper health care.
dekews:
Hang in there.
About the girls on this site... I wish they wouldn't (leave) get archived, just when I am starting to enjoy them. I would like some things to stay constant in my life and why can't it be them? I guess I was not welped properly, because I get panicky when people head for the door.
I just woke up from a "where the hell are...
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dekews:
:hug:
My parents divorced too.
It skewed my opinions of relationships a little. And I did have a fear of abandonment. But part of the healing process from my divorce was learning to deal with loss and abandonment.
Take it slow. And don't sabotage yourself. I hate to sound like a self-help book, but, don't doubt that you are deserving of happiness.
Good luck with everything.
My parents divorced too.
It skewed my opinions of relationships a little. And I did have a fear of abandonment. But part of the healing process from my divorce was learning to deal with loss and abandonment.
Take it slow. And don't sabotage yourself. I hate to sound like a self-help book, but, don't doubt that you are deserving of happiness.
Good luck with everything.
dekews:
My birthday was fun. About half the people who said they were going to come to my party actually showed, because of the storms. But the ones that came were the ones I really wanted to see anyway.
We still tried to have a bonfire. Got it lit, but the rain came again and chased us back inside. It's all good. Just chilled inside.
I ate crap yesterday and today. 
We still tried to have a bonfire. Got it lit, but the rain came again and chased us back inside. It's all good. Just chilled inside.
I ate crap yesterday and today.
People are so moody! Myself included, but sheez! I don't understand how you can be nice nice one day and then totally a jerk the next. That is very very bad!
These days, anxiety is killing me. 
dekews:
We all have those days. I hope yours end soon.
I have been pretty happy these days. Content, motivated, and enjoying myself. I love having a furry little pup friend (not named TWAT- that is me and I'm not really a pup either) again and my apt. is becoming a home.
I ate a pot brownie tonight! I wonder how I will feel in an hour... My man and pup are sleeping already. Just me...
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I ate a pot brownie tonight! I wonder how I will feel in an hour... My man and pup are sleeping already. Just me...
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