Went on a first date with Cazz, the girl in my last blog who I hanged out with on Halloween and I think it went really well, we went to see Thor 2 (fucking epic film btw, the best individual Marvel verse film yet), we got there a bit early so went for a drink and talked non-stop, the conversation just flowed so easily, saw the film, took her home, said goodnight, there was definite chemistry there. May be seeing her this weekend if she can make it too either of two gigs, if not next week definitely. When I'm around her my ex doesn't even cross my mind, everything is just so comfortable for me and she's really easy to be around.
What I learned? I actually know how to make a move, HA! Big step for me trust me :P
Something also just clicked about the girl I was seeing before, her "ex boyfriend" is still her boyfriend, this had been starring me in the face for so long, the way she on multiple occasions had to stop herself referring to him as her boyfriend, when my friend took her phone from her while she was on her friend to joke with him he called himself her boyfriend, the way she's always texting him when she's out and leaves on his whim, so blindly obvious she's been lying to me about that. This leads me back to the conclusion she was using me to get close to my friends and that's she's someone who wants every guy around her hanging on, so she lets me carry on believing she's single so I'd keep doing things for her and keep getting gratification from guys going after her. What adds to this is the fact that she never turned round and said she just wanted to be friends, just let me carry on thinking there was a chance and the way she was so warm initially then suddenly went so cold. Also she's at uni here in Brighton and her "boyfriend" is back at home so she can keep these things separate, more weight to this theory.
I don't like to think this about anyone, I always try to see the positive and give people the benefit of the doubt because to treat people like that is just something that never ever crosses my mind to do myself, I just can't comprehend it.
Am I right in assuming this? Would that make sense to any of you?
Don't matter now anyway, I've found someone who is way more awesome and doesn't play games. :D
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