Time for a Rage blog!
Currently I'm so angry with my ex, I eventually managed to contact her through a mutual friend who's more my friend than hers and the only response he gets to tell me get to my very reasonable request for a chat is "I don't want to talk you". We had agreed not to talk for a month over a month ago now, which I broke with a very long message pouring my absolute heart and soul out to her for a chance to try again, which is met with pure anger like I've done the worse tihng in the world. I did explain to her that I was not mentally stable but this mean't nothing to her obviously. Apparantly loving someone who you had been with for 3 years makes you worse than Hitler.
I don't fucking deserve to be treated like that, at the very least she could have told me herself she wanted more time, after all the countless night I spent holding and comforting her because her mother had said some delibrately vicious and snide things to her that caused her own mental health problems and her to be quite meam to me sometimes, but I still stood by her because I knew it wasn't her fault. I encounter severe depression for the first time in my life and suddenly a few poorly judged worded said out of desperation with no mean intent make you worse than the person who abused her for years and all the times I was always there for her when her mother was that mean to her mean absolutely fuck all!
Rant over.
Today's video is from a band I had been told to listen to for years but never did, and now I can't stop listening to this song.
Currently I'm so angry with my ex, I eventually managed to contact her through a mutual friend who's more my friend than hers and the only response he gets to tell me get to my very reasonable request for a chat is "I don't want to talk you". We had agreed not to talk for a month over a month ago now, which I broke with a very long message pouring my absolute heart and soul out to her for a chance to try again, which is met with pure anger like I've done the worse tihng in the world. I did explain to her that I was not mentally stable but this mean't nothing to her obviously. Apparantly loving someone who you had been with for 3 years makes you worse than Hitler.
I don't fucking deserve to be treated like that, at the very least she could have told me herself she wanted more time, after all the countless night I spent holding and comforting her because her mother had said some delibrately vicious and snide things to her that caused her own mental health problems and her to be quite meam to me sometimes, but I still stood by her because I knew it wasn't her fault. I encounter severe depression for the first time in my life and suddenly a few poorly judged worded said out of desperation with no mean intent make you worse than the person who abused her for years and all the times I was always there for her when her mother was that mean to her mean absolutely fuck all!
Rant over.
Today's video is from a band I had been told to listen to for years but never did, and now I can't stop listening to this song.
VIEW 17 of 17 COMMENTS
And this handsome guy rawking his hawk is Nathan, I loves him dearly. He's a huge flirt, and the sweetest boy ever.
But that was one of the reason I was pissy this week and had a sad. *SpoiIered for rant*
I had someone from another office come in and tell me I had to change to code. My office doesn't have uniforms, we dress in business casual. We can wear jeans as long as they don't look worn and stuff. Anyways, I generally wear very dark wash jeans, a cute top, my monochrome chucks and I have a wallet on a chain. I don't like carrying a bag, I feel like I have too much hanging on me. She informed me my wallet chain can be considered a weapon (which I understand considering I wanted to wrap it around her throat!) and that my shoes needed to be black (they are) but not canvas... Ummm ok.
I'm sure they will be adorable! I find kids like being different, I'm sure you won't have to force them