so!
all went well with the move. he did not show up until about five minutes after we left the apartment. i was SO happy that he was not there. i managed to pack up my entire life in about an hour and a half....pretty depressing. then again, there was no ryhme or reason behind how i packed it. i just saw it, through it in a plastic bag and left. I KNOW that he is a uber big ass hole and I KNOW that i am better off without him...i also know that he treated me like shit the whole time that i was with him...it just KILLS me to know that he is doing SO good...too good...without me. like his life FINALLY got put back into place as soon as i left. i dont know...i hate thinking about it. it just makes me sick....
i still have no family....they dont want to know anyone who i date or am friends with. they never want me to go to family functions with them unless i am alone...its bullshit. shouldnt they support me in moving on with my life? shouldnt they be eager to meet someone who will marry me one day?? wouldnt they want to help me to get through such a troublsome time as this??
if you are a memeber of the Beasley family, the answer is GO FUCK YOURSELF...
i hate life sometimes
some i get a hug? 
all went well with the move. he did not show up until about five minutes after we left the apartment. i was SO happy that he was not there. i managed to pack up my entire life in about an hour and a half....pretty depressing. then again, there was no ryhme or reason behind how i packed it. i just saw it, through it in a plastic bag and left. I KNOW that he is a uber big ass hole and I KNOW that i am better off without him...i also know that he treated me like shit the whole time that i was with him...it just KILLS me to know that he is doing SO good...too good...without me. like his life FINALLY got put back into place as soon as i left. i dont know...i hate thinking about it. it just makes me sick....
i still have no family....they dont want to know anyone who i date or am friends with. they never want me to go to family functions with them unless i am alone...its bullshit. shouldnt they support me in moving on with my life? shouldnt they be eager to meet someone who will marry me one day?? wouldnt they want to help me to get through such a troublsome time as this??
if you are a memeber of the Beasley family, the answer is GO FUCK YOURSELF...
i hate life sometimes
some i get a hug?
Have a great day!
Your parents need to learn how to be a supportive family for you. They suck. Take that from someone who is a parent himself. I'd never do that to my kids.
Success is the best revenge! Make sure you're happy and successful, just focus on YOUR future and FORGET everything about him. If you're thinking about him, you're wasting energy that could be used to be successful, and happy.