questioning myself and my motives constantly leads to insanity. I feel like the night of the living dead at times. Overwhelmed, i cant feel. Your best sense of direction comes from feeling, i think. Although its the one thing that can lead you astray. What happens when you forget how to feel though? you purposely distance yourself from everything and everybody. Not just the ones you love but yourself and your goals. Afraid to go on and find out whats ahead. How do you let go and not forget or are you scarred for life. At times i feel like im dying. My brain wont work my body aches. I get outta my car thinking that maybe my time is coming soon. I know its not, but i dont know how and why we feel this way. I didnt used to be braindead why am i now and why is it such a novelty for others? maybe i just take it to personnal. I want to wake up and all be gone.
yours truly........
yours truly........