Hi SG Lovelies,
I hope this finds everyone well and good. Sorry its been so long.
Im using Big Joe the Roomate's computer so I have to be brief. Once again I must apologise for my spelling but Joe dosen't seem to have a word program with a spell checker.
The goddamn virus has completely wrongfooted my laptop. I am having to completely restore everything on there - I'm going to reformat it and reinstall everything. Thank you virus writing asshole for screwing me this badly - I truely and genuinely hope that you are never in a wild drunken sex encounter that winds up being with your sister. I pray to God you never get scabies, Virus man. Please don't drown or suffocate. I wish you long life and health.
I'm sad and way off the Tao. BG and I may have come to an ideological parting of the ways - she may have found something in me she dislikes enough to break up with me over. Long story short I am too mellow and non-confrontational. She understands that its a Tao thing but what can she do - she likes what she likes and needs what she needs out of a relationship. I think she would be happier if I sometimes if I raged more at folks who have done me wrong. I don't know if I can be happy like that. So we'll see on that front.
House hunt goes badly indeed. We drop our lender who never called us back for a new lender -- who has yet to call us back. Plus, everything we can afford sucks. Its a booty old world sometimes.
If BG drops me I literally do not know what I will do next. Obviously I will go on with my life and do something -- I just don't know what.
I miss the net, miss checking my email after work with Fresh in my lap. I miss feeling really good - its been a long, long time since I haven't had to work on keeping my mood up.
I relate none of this searching for pity or anything else. I'm just reporting here.
Thats basically the news. I just finished an amazing book series - the Hyperion/ Endymon series by Dan Simons. Absolute adventure bilss. I read it every spare second that I could. It moved me like no other Sci Fi has ever, and thats a fact.
So I'm out. I'm going to try to touch on everyones journals but Im at the whim of fate and Big Joe.
I love ya'll muchly, each and all.
take it light,
ph
Taoist thought of the day: There are apropriate times to say Fuck It.
Cat Report: Is the war over? The cats are friends again, hanging out together on the bed, cleaning each other and generally getting along. I'm so happy for the little guys.
Factoid: I haven't been in a fight in years. The last time were during an audition - a quote unquote friend of mine was there and kept shoving this script in my face. I asked him to stop, he persisted and eventually I punched him. He whined, and later on admitted that it was the first time he had ever been really hit. Had to be around 1998 or so.
I hope this finds everyone well and good. Sorry its been so long.
Im using Big Joe the Roomate's computer so I have to be brief. Once again I must apologise for my spelling but Joe dosen't seem to have a word program with a spell checker.
The goddamn virus has completely wrongfooted my laptop. I am having to completely restore everything on there - I'm going to reformat it and reinstall everything. Thank you virus writing asshole for screwing me this badly - I truely and genuinely hope that you are never in a wild drunken sex encounter that winds up being with your sister. I pray to God you never get scabies, Virus man. Please don't drown or suffocate. I wish you long life and health.
I'm sad and way off the Tao. BG and I may have come to an ideological parting of the ways - she may have found something in me she dislikes enough to break up with me over. Long story short I am too mellow and non-confrontational. She understands that its a Tao thing but what can she do - she likes what she likes and needs what she needs out of a relationship. I think she would be happier if I sometimes if I raged more at folks who have done me wrong. I don't know if I can be happy like that. So we'll see on that front.
House hunt goes badly indeed. We drop our lender who never called us back for a new lender -- who has yet to call us back. Plus, everything we can afford sucks. Its a booty old world sometimes.
If BG drops me I literally do not know what I will do next. Obviously I will go on with my life and do something -- I just don't know what.
I miss the net, miss checking my email after work with Fresh in my lap. I miss feeling really good - its been a long, long time since I haven't had to work on keeping my mood up.
I relate none of this searching for pity or anything else. I'm just reporting here.
Thats basically the news. I just finished an amazing book series - the Hyperion/ Endymon series by Dan Simons. Absolute adventure bilss. I read it every spare second that I could. It moved me like no other Sci Fi has ever, and thats a fact.
So I'm out. I'm going to try to touch on everyones journals but Im at the whim of fate and Big Joe.
I love ya'll muchly, each and all.
take it light,
ph
Taoist thought of the day: There are apropriate times to say Fuck It.
Cat Report: Is the war over? The cats are friends again, hanging out together on the bed, cleaning each other and generally getting along. I'm so happy for the little guys.
Factoid: I haven't been in a fight in years. The last time were during an audition - a quote unquote friend of mine was there and kept shoving this script in my face. I asked him to stop, he persisted and eventually I punched him. He whined, and later on admitted that it was the first time he had ever been really hit. Had to be around 1998 or so.
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lil_billy_ben:
It's been a while since I've been in a fight too, I slaped a guy the other day, but I knew he would just take the slap and not strike back.
desilou:
me and the girl are in transition as well. i guess 5 1/2 years are semi meaningless at this point. not really but alot is going on with it. maybe i will drop you a phone call sometime soon.