Remember when I thought me & Leo's drunken night together got me pregnant & the test my doctor gave me a week later was negative.....well....my rag is almost a week late & i'm never late. Plus I've been having strange food cravings & I've been nauseous(sp?) on & off for the past two days. So, I'm really starting to think that the test was wrong & everyone is now telling me that I am pregnant.
~sigh~
I gotta be honest....I'm scared that I might be pregnant. I mean, if I was with the guy, I'd be overjoyed, but i'm on my own & it's scary.
See people....See what drunken stupidity will do to your life?
I already told Leo & he said what he said before....That he'll do whatever it takes to help out. So, that's good to know.
And, no, abortion & adoption are NOT an option. I would never kill or give up a part of me, no matter how hard my situation may be. I'd do anything for my child. If you want to argue with me on that, don't bother.
I'm going to call my OB/GYN on Monday & ask her to give me a blood pregnancy test this time, if I don't get my rag by then.
If I am pregnant & do decide to give Brian another chance when he gets out of prison on July 4th, I have no idea how I'm gonna tell him.
Anyway, I'm off to the first photoshoot in a few minutes. One of my friends is shooting it, so wish me luck.
Danielle's third set is up....Go & drool.....NOW!
Love,
~L~
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EDITED@12:35pm
Wooo!!!!! I'm back from the shoot. Thank God it didn't take too long. But the photos came out GREAT! I can't wait until the end of this month so I can send them into Missy. I hope she likes them just as much as I do. I don't even know if I'll end up sending it in, though. I just might start modeling for one of my friends sites, instead.
~sigh~
I gotta be honest....I'm scared that I might be pregnant. I mean, if I was with the guy, I'd be overjoyed, but i'm on my own & it's scary.
See people....See what drunken stupidity will do to your life?
I already told Leo & he said what he said before....That he'll do whatever it takes to help out. So, that's good to know.
And, no, abortion & adoption are NOT an option. I would never kill or give up a part of me, no matter how hard my situation may be. I'd do anything for my child. If you want to argue with me on that, don't bother.
I'm going to call my OB/GYN on Monday & ask her to give me a blood pregnancy test this time, if I don't get my rag by then.
If I am pregnant & do decide to give Brian another chance when he gets out of prison on July 4th, I have no idea how I'm gonna tell him.
Anyway, I'm off to the first photoshoot in a few minutes. One of my friends is shooting it, so wish me luck.
Danielle's third set is up....Go & drool.....NOW!
Love,
~L~
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EDITED@12:35pm
Wooo!!!!! I'm back from the shoot. Thank God it didn't take too long. But the photos came out GREAT! I can't wait until the end of this month so I can send them into Missy. I hope she likes them just as much as I do. I don't even know if I'll end up sending it in, though. I just might start modeling for one of my friends sites, instead.
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