punkerzbun

Life has a really funny way of coming around and biting you in the ass. Just when you think you might be starting to get over something, then something happens and dredges up all these old memories. And now I have to confront my demons face to face....very literally....wish me luck for today because I'm gonna need it.
I'm also very tired of people I love dying....I lost my mom 2 years ago and now I lost one of my best friends mom, so I feel like I have lost 2 moms in 2 years. So over the past week I've gotten this double punch.
I mean really, am I that horrible of a person that life should shit on me constantly???
Someone once said that life will never throw you more than you can handle and you are stronger than you think and that situations like this is how you find out exactly how strong you are. I'm not sure that i am this strong...I mean the level of shit I am having to deal with at this particular moment is stuff that would require someone of Hulk-like proportions, and I'm not that stout......
SO if anyone cares, keep me in your thoughts today because today is gonna be a rough one.....and if you don't hear from me anymore then obviously I didn't make it and I'm in a white padded room somewhere.
Lets hope it doesn't come down to that.
But if it does, someone please come bail me out .....I don't look good in white