punkerzbun

I am really sick of being poor....the problem is once you get in a rut like I'm in it is so hard to pull yourself out. I don't get it, what do I have to do here just to have enough money for a pack of smokes or to keep my lights on???????? FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKk

I want to feel something, I want someone to feel me....I sooooo need to be felt........just touch me!!!!!!!!!!

So my best friend kills himself, one of my other close friends dies of cancer, Peter Steele dies, and my back is screwed up so bad I can't hardly move and all in less than a week...wow awesome....God is a kid with an ant farm

Gonna start a new chapter in this life!!!

feelin great, no money but i'm rich as hell as long as I've got my baby!!!!

I am seriously teetering on the edge!! People are driving me crazy...I have been in about half a dozen states in the past week...two sick family members...non stop running...constant ever mounting stress...absolute insanity. I believe I have reached the peak, I have climbed the highest mountain....and here I stand on the edge, pebbles crumbling at my feet as I lose what little bit of footing...
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Got roped into cooking...when all I really wanted to do is relax...Why don't people understand the meaning of relaxation?? When you work ridiculous amounts of hours a week..shouldn't you just be able to come home and flop??? COME ON...I need a new career...Hell I need a new life!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't wanna go to work...I don't WANNAAAAAA..... UGH

Ugh...I hate being irritated....but it's just gonna be one of those days I guess. I need to get my ass up and off this computer cuz there are about a billion things I should be and have to be doing, but yet I sit here...go figure

Is chilling at home today, i'm off...YIPPEE....time for some relaxation

It's funny how one minute everything is fine and the next minute an atomic bomb just drops on your ass....Granted, I fucked up...but who doesn't....doesn't mean that you shouldn't forgive people...I'm not sure I want your forgiveness anyway...I think I may want to drift on my own for a while....In fact that sounds great.

life sux soooooo bad!!!!!!