well turky day tomorrow! good eats always. tonight i just made some pumkin pies. never made them from scrach before. they seemed to turn out good. then made some homemade cheezy potatos. turned out good this time around. over to my parents tomorrow. should be fun. but shit im really just not too good of a mood tonight. just seem to be lonely and depressed. fuck I hate this shit. but what can I fucking do. well thats bout all later all 
now I'm jelous.